I'M HOME!! finally im back home, aft bein away frm home for 3Nites... i really my home so much. here let me gif u a so-called-detail-abt-de-chalet
Day1(24th) Mii n Azie chcked in 8te at 6pm...so we were given de Chalet A, initially we wanted de Chalet B, bt den since de guys(Jerald,Ivan, etc) came earlier, therefore they made de decision to kick us out of Chalet B...Damn it!! Chalet A is being occupied by: Azie,JU,Zijun,Angie,Weiping,Cherin&Din... its kinda fun, bcos nt many ppl in Chalet A compared to Chalet B... we had games: LightStick game & CaptainBall... it was fun, esp.de LightStick game:) during de lightstick game, we broke some furniture :O aft de game, call Fay to cfm abt de BBQ food, while azie n din bz watchin movie at portable dvd player... we all cnt slp...myb too excited abt tmr... we slept at4am...
Day2(25th) We hd to wake up early, to prepare for de next activity. had our breakfast at Changi Village: Nasi Lemak! damn nice... hehe... for games, we had : obstacle game... its didnt turn out well.. n we had some internal conflict-comittee war... den dun noe how, frm a WATERBOMBGAME!! haha CHaos sia... ard 3++, Fay,Zai,Joe&Jaivin came wif our BBQ food supply...hehe... we had our bbq at 8pm... den our frens came: min,afif,ade,aliff...etc... they slpp over for 1 dae onli... so its full house for cth chalet A n B...
Day3(26th) we hd breakfast cooked by chef Min n Zai.. hehe.. it was nice... den kinda hungry, ard afternoon aft fectchin Adil at changi village... we went to tampines mall to eat at Mcd, aft sending adil n min home... hehe... while eatin, we suggested to rent a bike... to haf a memoreable last dae... i dun noe why, im down wif heaache, it could b b'cos of kena de rain in de afternoon n i 4got to wash my hair wen i reachd dde chalet... all of them, we worried sick abt me... at 10.30pm, we went cycling till de end of changi beach... fay n jaivin had to slowdown, to ensure my safety..thnks to mii dear jaivin n fay for takin care of mii... otw back to chalet, fay kip emphasisin to buy panadol... okay la, aft taking de panadol, im much better... thot of going back to cycle at 1am, bt den... raining.. so postpone at 4am.. bt unfortunately... the lasted till morning... so de tripwe canceled... so we jz slack at mii n azie room... heard lots of stories n information abt guys n jo... damn!! haha... den, many felt sleepy... so we decide to slp, fay n jaivin slp wif azie n mii in de 2 single bed... while de rest slp at de msterbedroom... its was very cold... n we're fighting for de blanket...haha...
day4(27th) since i could nt slp dat well... i was de 1st to haf de shower... haha... den i clean up the place as not to waste time... aft de inspection... we headded home... in de bus, all were like zombies... haha...
FINALLY... BACK TO HOMETOWN!!!
eventhough de chalet had it hiccups... it was a rather memorable one...hehe
kay la, im kinda hungry nw... goin to haf mii dinner now... bbye..JUU
9:06 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
" how long do u wan us to b lyke diz?" ur shoot me wif dt qn. eventhough u told me to shun dt qn away frm mii head... i cnt n im sorry. i wan to forget abt de qn, bt den i cnt. i oso wonder for how long shud we b lyke diz? being hanging in between. in diz situation, i dun nt gain anytin...instead,im at the losing end here... i cnt possibly hold u next to me... i dun haf anytin special, dt will make u stay...u oso agreed to it. well, its ok. i understand. u cnt b faithful...while i oso nt sure.i enjoy havin u by my side... having u by my side, i felt loved n cared bt den i forgets dt ur nt mine n im nt even approrpriate to have u by my side. i dun hold a special place in ur heart, im still a second fiddle, eventhough de gal has nt appeared. i lost to an imaginary chi.gal... how i hope to hold u by my side, bt den i noe, dere will b alot of obstacle awaits us. its impossible for us-u said so. i hd to agree, even if my heart say de otherwise. i cnt outshine de imaginary gal... im jz a typical-plain-gal-next-door, which cnt b compared to ur imaginary gal... why does diz heart still love, wen i hd been hurt ample times? shud i let u go? even if my heart says NO? is ur happines = my happiness? or ur happiness wif her = my misery! i know i shud b brave n strong to let u go, bt i cnt yet im trying... how can i possibly shut de door dt had been open to u... u are goin away after meddling wif my feelings n heart... its cruel! im hurt n hurt... *why does de person i love, wud alwaes leave me?* u said leaving u, is a good thing for me... u are alwaes making de shots for me... i guess i had been brainwashed by u... thanks to ur so call psycological tips... u kip asking me to trust u... trust u dt, it g'na b good for me...
i did trust u... trust u dt u nt g'na hurt me...yet...hmm... i dun noe, shud i trust u again? i wan to trust u bt den im scared...
i cnt possibly shift my love to sumone else... i nid time ... bt for how long, im nt sure? why does wen de love dt feel so true, had to b ended so soon... im hurt so much...
smiling to u... tears hidden...hurt is beneath... hurt lies beneath...JUU
1:26 PM
a lot of things happen... i suddenly remember. about mii guy fren...bestfren...zaman. he was admitted to NationalUniversityHospital(NUH), pray for his health...hope dt he wud recover soon... miss his Jokes-N-Laughter... he had his operation recently n im happy dt he hd clear it very well allahamdurillah... i dun wan to lose a fren lyke him... we may nt b dt close bt i enjoy his company... he is de joker of our grp... he is alwaes full of crap? haha. i hope he will preserver n he will recover... in no time, he will b in de pink !!! i wud alwaes pray for ur recover, mii dear fren; Zaman:P
praying hard for Zaman :JUU
1:16 PM
the Hao Peng You song... really touches mii heart... coz i really felt de song... de meaning is oso nice... hear it... its nice...
enjoy yaw :P
1:38 AM
xiang liang shou jie pai bu tong de ge que you tong shi bei ai qing he zou xuan lv mian qiang zhe yu kuai bu neng gou jia zhuang kuai le ni xin zhong you kuan kuo de tian kong dan kong qi hao xi bo ceng jing yi wei deng dai hui gai bian shen me ni zong hui shu yu wo dan shi zui hou shi jian zheng ming le ni zhi xi huan wo ni shuo wo bi jiao xiang ni de hao peng you zhi shi bu xiao xin yong bao zhe ni dao qian ni nan gup yu shi wo gei ni xiao rong shui zai hu wo de xin hai hui bu hui ji mo ru guo ai qing shi wu xian pu wo zhi xi wang yong quan yin fu3 yin chang chu ai shang ni na wan zheng de xing fu dang ni de xin mei you er duo ji shi wo wei ni chang zhe ge ni ye zhi kan jian wo ku le ni shuo wo bi jiao xiang ni de hao peng you zhi shi bu xiao xin yong bao zhe ni dao qian ni nan gup yu shi wo gei ni xiao rong shui zai hu wo de xin hai hui bu hui ji mo ceng jing yi wei deng dai hui gai bian shen me ni zong hui shu yu wo dan shi zui hou shi jian zheng ming le ni zhi xi huan wo ni shuo wo bi jiao xiang ni de hao peng you zhi shi bu xiao xin yong bao zhe ni dao qian ni nan gup yu shi wo gei ni xiao rong shui zai hu wo de xin hai hui bu hui ji mo ni shuo wo shi ni zui hao de peng you que bu ying gai zai yong bao zhe ni tui suo ni leng mo yu shi wo fang kai shuang shou bu zai hu wo de xin hui yong yuan geng ji mo
Akin to two songs with different rhythms, but at the same time being meld together by love - The melody is forced. Contentment is no substitute for happiness. Your heart is as vast as the boundless sky, But the air is too thin to breathe. I used to think that waiting would change things, That you would eventually belong to me. But in the end, time proved that - You only liked me as a friend. You said that I’m more like your best friend, And we accidentally hugged together. You apologised, you were sad, Hence I brought a smile to your face. Who cares if my heart is lonely? If love is a staff [chinese musical instrument], I only hope to use the full range of musical notes, To sing that I have fallen in love with your, Happiness that is so complete. Regard your heart as being without ears, For even if I sang this song for you, You would only see me crying. You said that I’m more like your best friend, And we accidentally hugged together. You apologised, you were sad, Hence I brought a smile to your face. Who cares if my heart is lonely? I used to think that waiting would change things, That you would eventually belong to me. But in the end, time proved that - You only liked me as a friend. You said that I’m more like your best friend, And we accidentally hugged together. You apologised, you were sad Hence I brought a smile to your face. Who cares if my heart is lonely? You said that I’m your best friend, But we shouldn’t hug anymore. You withdrew, you grew colder, Hence I withdrew my embrace. Without concern that my heart, Would be even lonelier forever.
1:36 AM
HURT HIDDEN BENEATH a smile
silently bein hurt n dying...
silently cried, showing a smile...
12:20 AM
hehe, tmr im off to changi... for mii class chalet... YEAH!!! im pretty sure mii g'na b HOMESICK! its 4D3N, wad do u expect??
i noe its been daes since i updated mii blog... miss de touch of it... aww...
have so much to talk abt... wanna share bt, to type it down... very, troublesome... haiizz...
oklah, g'na gif juz a sneak peek of it...
as per normal... went out wif my frens... had a misunderstandin wif Fay - standard... had misunderstandin wif mii family... sob sob
jz a normal... gal-next-door-stressful-life
i miss mii smelly buffalo
tinkin...JU
12:00 AM
Monday, November 17, 2008
fallen... issit " THE END" to our story?? i noe, u didnt want dis to drag n didnt want it to b any deeper for us...
u said dt it ok to b hurt a little den alot... bt i dun noe...
aft all de time we spend... im jz left hanging jz lyke dat... i felt like im juz a tool for u... im hurt deep inside... hw i'd rather die than to face tis...
time doesnt wait for anyone, n dt i agree... bt den... cnt we delay de time?? y issit so fast?
i agree dt, loving someone doesnt mean dt, we shud get dt person... holdin de person by our side... loving dt person cn also mean dt, lettin him go to find his happiness... even if it hurts you so much...
it cn b easily said than done...
im suffering... im battling a lose match
am i jz left here hanging wif a memories of a wrist band n a teddy??
well, i jz hope... he will find somone better... he wont treat de gal.. de way he treats me... hope he wud shower de gal wif all his love n care...
i noe i may sound stupid... givin an advice to whom i love n lost... bt to me... his happiness is my happiness... if seeing him happy, will ease my ache... im fine with it...
b'coz i noe... my love for him... is like ... admiring a star above de sky... im unable to obtain it... bt i cn jz enjoy its dazzling frm a dst...
now, i hd realise... i hd nvr, for once... hold a place in ur heart... im too naive, dt i thot i hd hold a place in ur heart...
i dun blame u... its jz a misinterpretation of my part... i jz let myself to b a fool...
i noe, i nid to let u go... even when my heart says NO... i hd nvr regretted loving u...
i noe, i hd nothin special... to make u stay beside me... im a nobody compared to the others dt u knew... i dun even stands out frm them... im jz like a tiny singapore comparedto de whole world... u wont even able to find me... bt den, i jz wanna say...
thanks for givin me de care n love... thanks for alwaes being dere for me... thanks for nt leavin me before... thanks for de beautiful memories u gave me...
hurt n still wonderin... Juu
8:25 PM
currently... im at cc wif joe, samad n fay...
joe n samad, wanted to borrow mii lappy to update his(joe) msn thingy, blog n frenster...
at last, im able to use my lappy again... aft wad... 2hrs... waitin like wad? haha...
at cc, saw Bahirah... mii galfren i miss her so much...
btw, irrahh... i hve some news for u...
guess u have an K.T.S now... guess wadd... its SAMAD!! tk la... gurau je...
samad jz kip asking abt irrahh... aww, so swit :p he kinda worrie abt irrahh nt being able to come to cc todae... aww...
K.T.S : kawan tapi suke/sayang?? dts wad Samad said himself...
aww irrahh, u haf a sincere K.T.S now... so cute sia :O
kay la, enough abt irrahh n samad ...
nw, back to business... todae tired sia... de pain frm ystrdy haf nt gone away... i nid a long dae rest... i seriously nid it...
i wud love to juz rest in bed whole dae... nt hearing any nagging at home... n jz hugging mii 'sweet bear' hehe...
guess wad; my granny actually complained abt me... abt me, nt working... damn... she said i haf been at home for almost 1/2 a mth... ya rite, as if... i still wanna rest,rest,rest,rest n rest... to pamper myself wif de rest of de dae...
i wanna go for a spa... ear waxing to relax myself... to be home... resting wif my loves one... including all mii teddies... yeah... i may sound stupid... bt being able to hug all mii teddies jz gif me a nice feeling...
desire for peace :Juu
7:52 PM
Sorry didn’t mean to call you but I couldn’t fight it I guess I was weak, couldn’t even hide it And so I surrendered, just to hear you voice.
Don’t know how many times I said I’m gonna live without you, And maybe someone else is standing there beside you, But there’s something, baby you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I’m dying. I have to see you, It’s all that I’m asking.
Baby, give me back my fantasy. The courage that I need to live, The air that I breathe. Living without you, my world’s become so empty. The days are cold and lonely And each night I taste the purest of pain.
I wish that I could tell you that I’m feeling better everyday, That I didn’t hurt when you walked away. But to tell you the trued I can’t find my way. That deep inside me, I feel like I’m dying. I have to see you. It’s all that I’m asking, baby
Baby, give me back my fantasy. The courage that I need to live, The air that I breathe. Living without you, my world’s become so empty. The days are cold and lonely And each night I taste the purest of pain.
Baby, give me back my fantasy. The courage that I need to live, The air that I breathe. Living without you, my world’s become so empty. The days are cold and lonely And each night I taste the purest of pain.
Baby, give me back my fantasy. The courage that I need to live, The air that I breathe.
Sorry didn’t mean to call you but I couldn’t fight it I guess I was weak, couldn’t even hide it And so I surrendered, just to hear you voice.
2:57 PM
i had fallen, fall so hard... why didn't u prepare for me a parachute... so dat i wont b hurt so much when i fall now, im hurt deeply hurt
i knew i g'na hurt so much, yet i let myself be i let myself flyin up so high... now, dis is de price i had to pay for lettin myself to b high up
i wasnt conscious abt de TIME... i thot it is still a longan plenty of time to go... indeed TIME doesnt wait for anyone includining me.
i cant no longer hold u to me. we're driftin apart... no matter how hard i try to pull u closer to me ... u r driftin apart frm me... as time passes, u are oso driftin frm me :(
we may be standin side by side, yet we are a miles dist apart...
i fall before i knew... nw, im here all alone all alone to nurse my pain n cuts dt i suffered...
hw i wishd i hd saw de signboard... signboard dt saes dt i will fall hard. signboard dt saes dt i will suffer pain n cuts
nw, its all too late i hd fall before i was even prepared...
if i were given 1 wish now... i wud wish to haf a superpower. de superpower to control de time so dt i cn prolong de time dt i desire... havin dt superpower in me, i cn delay de fallin time
bt den its all in de fantasy world... dere is no such thing as superpower i hd no choice bt to let u go even if my heart saes NO...
why does ppl dt i love wud leave me one by one? why do i kip falling?
how i wish i hd a frozen heart, so dt i wont b easily melted n i wont b dis hurt at all...
well, its all too late... i had been hurt... bt why does dis heart n mind kip tinkin abt wad u really want?
sorie, i didnt head ur advice sooner... well jz nw, i was walkin in de rain... through de park... u said to me, nt to walk back dere... yet i did... when i walk pass dere, i fell ur presence next to me the chillness i felt before in de rain turn warmth... n tears flows down my cheek. im hurt, ache in my heart...
is dis the end of our story?
2:32 PM
hmmm,
jz nw went went out wif mii dear irrahh, din n fay. our 1st stop to mcritchie reservoir... it was our 1st time went dere... initially, we gt lost... our stop hd passsed.. we wend up at bishan... so took de same bus bt at de oppoaite side hehe funny sia;p
finally, reachd de mcritchie reservior irrahh start her hunk huntin. haha. saw a grp of kayaking guy.. hot sia...
we decide to went up de tree top trail... damn, we hd a very hard time durin de trail... we were panting n de route is going up n down... all of us are drenched in our sweat... smelly ppl :P a new perfume is promoted: body odour ya right ? hehe
de view at de tree top is very beautiful... love it so much... bt den every beautiful has to b ended... we hd to walk down de same path... damn tiring... de worst thing is dt, none of us hd our breakfast... so gastric attack!! poor thing sia...
everyone is complaning abt de tiredness n blaming of whu's idea of goin to mcritchie... sorie la... ehh, i oso tired sia... bt we did enjoy abit rite ? thnks to mii dear din, whu kip pushin us to jiayou!! bt sorie for causing u to be so tired
thnks to mii dear irrahh, whu kip singin eventhough she was tired to jiayou... bt sorie for causin u to be so tired
thnks to mii dear fay, whu kip talkin to me, to make me forget abt de tiredness... sorie for causing de blister at ur foot n beind tired
sori mii dear din,irrahh n fay; for givin u guys a painful experience... bt dont u agree,even slightly dt we hd a sort of a gd time spendin quality time together... ?? dont u agree ??
eventhough im tired, i did hd a great time... de memories i wont easily forgets...
next, we procced to Suntec City...
reachd suntec, we attack de food court... hungry hungry !!
aft we ate, we headed to de 'build a bear workshop' buy mii teddy bear, which fay promised... yeah, at last gt my teddy bear.. thnks mii dear fay for de teddy bear... appreciate it so much... love it so much...
since everyone is all tired... we cancel all de other plans, straight away took bus 700A back to our hometown... hehe.
i did hf a great time... love de outin so much... even though dere is some personal attacks goin on.. bt overall it benefits me... i get to spend quality time wif, mii dear din,irrahh n fay...
ok la, i promise if i were to plan for de next outing... we will go somewhre dt is much more relaxing ok??
love de outin so much: JUU
2:28 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Hmm, nvr felt so loved n cared before... felt so blessed, when u hd appeard in mii lyfe
thnks for de love, care n concern u hd showered mii wif... although its nt for forever, bt im still thankful i feel so greatful to u...
eventhough i knew dt we g'na separate.. bt i jz hope dt time wud b by mii side n let mii enjoy de moment we hd
its jz too memorable, for mii to forgets...
being cloze to u, jz felt so secured n complete... thnks for givin de security i hve been searchin for...
pervious daes, i read abt our horoscope... i guess its sort of true... we're able to gif each other a sense of security.. im nt sure if gt to feel it too . bt i certainly felt it strongly
thnks so much...
while typing diz post... de moment kip playin in mii mind... how i wish, we cud hf a longer time.
thnks for givin me security n love..
felt de love: Juu
lovemiismellybuffalo
2:34 AM
hmm, memorable dae... lot'sa stuff happen :p
in da afternoon, i accompanied kak Syidah to Lot 1... went to Cotton On... standard uhh kak Syidah : minah cotton on :p den she bought for me 2 cardigan... aww, so nice of u love u sgt2... muachks muackhs
den kak syidah intro to me her fren... de worst things is dt, i handshake n kissed her hand (wad de muslim alwaes do, account of respect 2 elder) bt den she turn out to be 1 YEAR YOUNGER thn me... she's 16... damn.. bt she look like 18 or 19 sia... paiseh so much... den i jz smile n nvr handshake...
after dt, meet up wif kak Ikin at Lot 1 oso ... hehe she treat me to Long John Silver (LJS) i cracked a lame joke...
i saw 2 JC student... dey are eatin... den i asked kak Ikin.. Me : is JC life so stressful? Kak ikin : why le ? Me: Coz, all JC student, tend to be skinny... Kak ikin: haha haha those gals ...
after we ate, kak ikin wan go Bangkit... she wan go perm her hair ... damn it , nice sia.. haha...
reachd home quickly on laptop, watch taiwan drama... nice story, bt de hero died. sob.sob.
at 6pm, mii galfren: waniiee called... i had a date wif her, to dye mii hair ... i took nearly half an hr to search for a suitable hair dye.. wani fed up sia ... aft bought de hair dye, wani ask to treat her old changkee... so yeah, i bought her a 'curry o' haha.
went back her hse, she dye for me... funny, de colour does not really show.. b'cos mii hair is naturally black.. so de effect jz dun work out ... den wani suggest to dye again of a lighter colour... yeah thot oso :P o myb after 2 week, g'na dye again. cool huh ???
met Fay , aft i knock off frm waniiee place .. he wan to see mii dyed hair, bt too bad... de color doesnt really show dt much. talk n plan abt de sundae plan :o yeah, hope g;na haf fun dat sundae :)
Fay ask abt lookin for job durin our O lvl vacation i told hym dt i wanna bcome a maid bt a salary of 10K per mth... den Fay reply sayin dt, he cn buy 60 maid, instead of payin my 1 yr salary ... haha, bt it was rather true wad.. whu wud b so INSANE to employ a maid dt cost 10K per mth?
still high tinkin abt sumtin ... Juu lovemii'smellybuffalo'
2:09 AM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
hmm... im damn bored... no one at hm.. im home alone... havin a medium hse all by myself...
n diz lappy is lagging... im currently watchin de taiwanese drama 'Ying Ye 3+1' de loadin takes lyke ages.. damn it sia...
argghh.. bored... o9 msn, oso nothin sia... no one to talk to... haizz...
sad. sad sad. hard life sia...
im bored to death... felt dt the time passing like a snail... hmm...
miss mii 'smelly buffalo' wonder wad he's doin ...
bored to death : JUU
4:19 PM
yeah, went out to Bugis wif mum n sis... went to search 4 mii shirt 4 de red camp thingy... troublesome sia :DD
whole dae rainin, den in de bus... im freezing cold...
gt a call frm joe, he wan drop by mii place... to use de lappy of course... update his blog eversince gt his own blog, he kip wantin to update... hehe, cute huh...
den call Fay, ask hym tag along... thot of gettin ok wif hym... mornin i gt dizturb hym, den thot of patch things up...
den as usual, in mii room... wif joe n Fay... wait a minute. gt mii sis oso okkay!! haha
ard 11, nid to send joe hm... so well, ya... send him home at bangkit den walk home... sianz bt it was rather worth it... get to clear things up wif Fay...
yeah, me n Fay are frens again n de trip on sundae... shud b okay... yeah... cnt wait sia...
jz nw, text Fay... thot of O9 wif hym... to discuss abt de sundae trip n other stuff... bt den he said, he was tired n his kuz- Ewan is using his comp... so.. nvm la...
to Fay: haf a nice rest n swit dream :)) do text me in de mornin :)) n dun cabot ur class tmr.... naughty boi !!!
kay gtg nw...
looking forward dis Sundae... pray so much evrythings goes well :)) JUU
12:57 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
im nt sure why... for de past few daes... i kip findin fault of hym...
wad ever he does or talks abt... jz made me feel *** i dun noe... i jz felt de dst apart us nw... we're near yet far in de heart... i kip makin hym angry wif me... kip talk back at hym... makin hym worry abt me all de time... expecting hym to pamper me all de time...
am i scared to face the truth? de fact dt we're parting?
am i doin this, jz to get his attention? bt y does he seems to becoming... less bother abt me ? im hurt by his treatment to me... i wan his pamper, bt i dun noe how to tell hym... u cnt expect a gal to sae, rite ?
i feel weird, whenever he ignores me... i noe i hd hurt hym more thn once... he kip forgivin, yet i didnt realize n repent...
i wan his accompany, bt hw shud i sae it? i wan his care, bt hw shud i show hym dt?
he seems to nt bother animore... he seems cold... i could feel dt he hd grown to dislike me... i could feel dt he hd grown to despise me ...
wad shud i do?
i dun wanna lose hym... dere is jz so much thing i hd nvr let hym noe... too much words yet too little time... wad cn i do?
we're gettin apart... im scared... how everydae i wished dt our dae wud stop dere... i dun de dae to end... as it wud be a history of todae...
i may b happi n smiling bt deep inside... im scared... scared of being left alone...
did u realise it?
im sorry if i hd treated u badly... i hd made u worry sick abt me... causing u a great displeasure...
truly sorrie, JU
waitin for ur msg... if wad i wrote here is untrue... pls dun ignore me ;(
4:17 PM
ystrdy, aft went hm frm CC... acccompany irrahh go her hse to send her lappy home... we went ard oour hometown... initially we were wif Jo n Samad... den thot of mii Best Fren : Faris *(Fay) if nvr ask hym tag along, he g'na flares up :))
so we waited for Fay at de fajar mcd... drank cappuccino wif irrrahh... den saw de guy dt i thot mii Ex, Fay said dt it might probably b hym... aiyahh, dun care lar... i already haf mii 'smelly buffalo'
we walk as our poor feet cn take us... frm fajar till de pending area dere... such a long wae we walk... sat at kopitiam opposite Zhenghua Pri chat all de way... ard 2am, Din come by...
i suggested for us to go east coast park... wanna spend time wif all of them... haha wanna watch de sunset... nice rite ... aww...
as usual, each planning, cfm haf some fights... me n Fay... haha. bt nt to worrie, we're fine now... n he's going... yeah yeah... ira goin wif din me wif fay... *dun tink anytin... we're jz 4 cloz fren*
so we hd plan of de outing... * MacRitchie * Location MacRitchie: off Lornie Road Upper Seletar: off Mandai Road Lower Peirce: off Upper Thomson Road Lower Seletar: off Yishun Avenue 1
Getting There - MacRitchie: Take SBS Transit bus 132 or SMRT bus 167 from Orchard Road. - Lower Peirce: Take SMRT bus 167 from Orchard Road. - Upper Seletar: Take the MRT to Ang Mo Kio Station (NS16) then board SBS Tranit bus 138. - Lower Seletar: Take the MRT to Yishun Station (NS13) then take SMRT Bus 851, 852, 853, 854. East Coast Park Getting There - Take SBS bus 16 and alight at Marine Terrace. Then use the underpass to cross the ECP expressway. - Take bus 401 to East Coast Park Service Road (Saturdays, Sundays and Public Holidays only) Bottle Tree Park - mrt :alight at Khatib MRT station. It's a 15-minute walk to Bottle Tree Park's side entrance opposite Yishun Stadium.
MRT services : Take a MRT to City Hall Station, followed by a five minutes to ten minutes walk via underpass; or take our Suntec Courtesy Bus Services to reach Suntec City
Home Sweet Home
take cab at de taxi stand from whre we are...
so irrahh, fay n din...
dun sae i nvr take de effort to search for the info.
i made a list of de transport dt we hd to take :p
p.s: NO ONE IS TO BUBBLE DIS OUTIN !!! warning ehh:X
1:04 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
currently, im at de zhenghua cc wif mii beloved kuzz - cum- mii galfren : amirah yeah, jz thot of surfin de net.. we're both updatin our blog. so do check hers too *chck my link for it* i oso nt sure wad she wrote... bt im g'na chck her blog 8tr, aft im done wif mii blog...
jz nw went to Lot 1 wif mii kuzz Syikin... she treat me a pants n a T-shirt thnks n love u soo much...
i wore a checkered skirt wif a brwn top... kuzz Syikin disturb mii sayin; "cehh, for once dt u actually look lyke a gal" haha. WAIT a minute... izzit a compliment or an scarcastic remark? haha...
passerby was starin n i hid myself behind mii kuzz... shy mahh... 1st tyme sia wear lyke dt... told amirah abt mii experience... she told mii to try to adapt myself wif de way i wore todae... haha...
yeah agree dt once u chnge ur image, u will feel veri uncomfortable at 1st bt i guess i will let it pass 1st... i still prefer wearin mii jeans n Tshirt... jz let nature take de course...
sumtime, i wonder if de saying of... "a gal will chnge her image, jz for a guy she love" izzit true?? i agree dt a gal wud doll herself up for de guy she love... bt to chnge her image totally, i cnt confirm
yea... bt to mii... if de guy truly loves u, u wont nid to chnge ur image ,wadd... coz, he loves u de way u are... nt de way he WANTS u to be... if he WANTS u to be... u might as well dump hym.. its shows dt he doesnt love u de way u truly is... *no offence, jz a casual remark*
:) still tink abt chnging de imgae thingy... JUu
5:49 PM
im nt sure wad im feelin rite nw blank myb...
hw wud u feel wen de 'Nick' given to u, was den thot meant for sum1 else... it may nt hurt u directly... bt it hurt de person dt gave u de 'Nick' directly...
for example onli, example uh... Stella gif a 'Nick' of dearie to John, bt it was misinterpretated by anthr person(he/she)... he/she thot dt dearie is for Micheal... it may nt hurt John driectly bt it CERTAINLY hurt Stella deeply...
its juz a random thot dt im tinkin n felt... jz want to express it out...
to mii 'smelly buffalo': no one cn replace u in mii heart... no one... as dere is onli 'smelly buffalo' in mii heart... bLuekhZz !!!
i wrote ur name in de sand, bt de waves washes it away i wrote ur name on a piece of paper, bt it gt thrown away i wrote ur name in de sky, bt it gt blown away so, i wrote ur name in mii heart n dtswhere it will stay... :DD
10:01 AM
At Last :P
jz came hm frm sch:p yeah im DONE wif my biggest obstacle of mii lyfe... My O LEVEL ...
yeah... SAY HELLO TO FREEDOM
i hf lot'sa plans aft mii O lvl... startin todae :p
1. mii attenDin Red Camp ... NP here mii comin... 19thnov-21thnov 2. shoppin at Bugis wif mii sister... tmr 3. dye mii hair wif WaniiEe... diz Fri 4. mii class Chalet ... 24thnov-26thnov 5. werk... dec'br n waitin for call... 6. shoppin... dec'br wif mii kuzz... 7. an outin wf mii 'smelly buffalo'- if he is free (mii present) 8. celeb't mii mum, dad n bro b'dae :p 9. bloggin... aft havin mii OWN lappy... 10. Party... freedom... :PP
yeah... cnt wait for it to occur :o
love mii self...
cnt wait to enjoy her freedom :P JUU
9:46 AM
Monday, November 10, 2008
haizz... ystrdy slept at 6.30am... gt stuff to do. upgrade mii blog... nice tkk mii blog??
jz nw mornin, wake up at 12... den mii granny sae in her scarcastic way " why wake up morning? slp back uhh, todae nt schoolin wad"
i jz kept quiet... haha. dun noe wad to sae :p
went study wif jo n faris... at my place, currently... in mii room... all are bz laying on mii bed... samad jz nw slept... lucky nvr snore *haha*
faris n jo, kip provoking hym (samad) for being camouflage, in my room... i didnt on de light... haha... u muz noe rite, wad it means???
help jo to create a blog for hym... troublesome sia... he kip asking to chnge his song or linkies... haiss poor mii :p sob.sob.
overall, it was fun... typical guys, wen dey meet... obviously, wrestle abit here n dere... makin jokes n tonnes of it(samad de master of it)... laughter in mii room... felt like full blast sia!!
*my shoulder is achin sia* damn... myb due to de werk last saturdae... shit it still hurt... sob.sob.
achin sia: JUU
7:48 PM
hehe:) random i was blog hopping to mii buddies blogs... FUN:p i wanna link them mah... so nid put in effort... den came across diz... forgot frm whom i took ... read it carefully n tag me if u agree/disagree? OK?
here we go...
Girl facts--- When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever! when you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm, while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply,, When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that. Guy Facts--- When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you... When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a few minutes he means it When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do When your laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world When a guy calls/texts/comments/messages you everyday, he is in love When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else repost this in 10 minutes and your true love will call you if you don’t, you will die unhappy.. was there someone in your mind as you read this?? p.s : to me i agree:) coz i did thot of sum1:)
5:20 AM
hmm... went to fajar mcd jz nw wif my kuz-atykah , Joe n Fay... nt sure if wad i saw was true... i might saw mii Ex!
our story goes lyke... our path will only intersect for Once-Every-Two-Year so, if goin by de trend... i will only see hym Next Yr... unfortunately, i *might/did* saw hym jz nw...
to b safe, it may nt b hym... bt den... me n dt guy, our eyes shows dt we somehw recognize each other... de glare he hd, somewad familiar nostalgic feeling he did hf a feature of mii Ex. bt im nt sure if dt is hym... i totally forgets how he looks like... *u cnt expect me to rmbr de face wen we only meet ONCE every TWO year*
if dt was hym oso , so wad? it wont affect mi life wad... his is jz a history of mii love story... yeah :)
to mii Ex: if it was u jz nw... Hi! we finally met, aft so long... bt we were supposed to meet till nex yr... de memories we hd, did playback in mii mind (mix of hate n joy) bt nw, im much stonger n im nt de old JU dt u knew... thnk for teachin me de hard way of LOVE in Relationship... b'cz of u, mi hd to b aware b4 lettin my guards down to guy yea, u thot me de 'lesson for bein in love'. i hd trouble trustin guy n givin my love. so nw, i hope u hd found sum1 special in ur life :) wishin u all de bez N thnks 4 ur lesson of love to me :X
im much happier nw. havin mii frens, family n mii 'smelly buffalo' :p derefore, i hope u wud strive for de bez in ur life ... i wont hold any grudges upon u :p
deep inside mii heart :P love, JUu
4:02 AM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
thOts... hd some stuff to consider... mii neighbour wan mii to send hym to sch, as in to accompany hym on his way to de bus-stop im nt sure... askd mii 'smelly buffalo' abt it, thot he wud said NO, bt den i was wrg... he said GO! im nt sure... shud i ? or nt ?
if i were to accompany hym... will i gif hym hope? will it potray a wrg impression? will dere b a diff meaning for my action?
i dun wan to hurt hym wf de reality dt i dun hf special thot of diz... i really mean a JUZ FREN relationship!! will he undrstnd?
why cnt mii 'smelly buffalo' undrstnd mii situation?
* why am i feelin uneasy?* am i scared dt i might b givin de wrg impression? am i scared wad mi 'smelly buffalo' might sae?
im so NT SURE !
to mii "smelly buffalo" , dun force mii to do wad i dun wan to do. stop analyzing my action towards hym... im jz treatin hym as a fren n nth more thn dt...
why cant mii 'smelly buffalo' undrstnd?? sob.sob ;(
juz sms mii 'smelly buffalo' ... thot his cuzz didnt allow hym to online... bt it turn out dt mii 'smelly buffalo'' FELL ASLEEP... aww, hurt sia ... waited for almost 2 hrs for hym to online ...
* felt so hurt wen unable to chat wf hym*
bt nvm. poor hym... been stayin up late - playin his comp game ... bt nt babe hunting ... haha .
yes, 'smelly buffalo' , i finally agree dt ur nt babe hunting ... peace
to mii 'smelly buffalo' : gooD nite n Swit dream :)) text me tmr mornin ! bt make sure its mornin n nt in de afternoon .
dozing off too , JUU :p
2:38 AM
im havin fever,cough,flu n headache... wad is the worst to come? haiss poor mii :( thot dt by complainin 2 mii 'smelly buffalo' he wud care... INSTEAD, he laugh n make fun... haiiz... such a waste:( yet sick bt go werk 2dae at FORT CANNING... it was damn bored n tiring... my guy collegue bubble us... damn! cnt believe dey wud do dt... typical guys! werk frm 12am to 6pm n dey pay is ONLY $35 - nt even worth my effort . OUCH !
after werk met up wif Haini - sis fren... met up at STARBUCK... i hd my MOCHA FRAPPUCCHINO... nicey :) haha... heard some hot stuff... gossip... haha... actually, thot of goin BUGIS to buy some stuff, bt den t new dt pay will only b given at NIGHT ! haizz
as usual, i met up wif my 'smelly buffalo'... bt b4 dt, met up JO... he wan meet my sis for smoke den he went to his NCC camp (gd luck)... went hm n refresh myself b4 meeetin up wf my 'smelly buffalo'- dun wan to b smelly... haha
hd a bit of quarrel... abt de MSN thingy yestrdy...haha
*if jealous sae lar* haha :))
right nw... waitin for my 'smelly buffalo' to online his MSN... his cuzz is usin his comp... Sob. sob.
hw much longer shud i wait?? 'SMELLY BUFFALO' !!
still waitin upon his ONLINE :)) JU :p
1:50 AM
Friday, November 7, 2008
hw wud u feel if u were 2 b backstabbed?
didnt expect de person dt i care, love wud do diz to mi... poor mii... a secret shud b still b kept as a secret no matter hw angry or wad u might b feelin. im so hurt by wad i heard... didnt expect sumone dt is so near me wud do dis to mii. i cn forgive de person bt i may nt b able to forget wad de person did to me... hw cn i jz forget wad de person did... hw cn i jz turn myself back n pretend dt i hd noe nothin abt diz... u cant possibily smile at me wif de innoncent look... stop suckin up to ppl n pretend dt ur de innoncent person while ppl ard u are de bad guy or gal :X damn it!! if de person do read diz, n felt dt ur in de wrg... well, i welcome ur apology... peace out , ya right... JU is boiling up!
3:47 PM
sob.sob. (o.o) mii hd miSundeRtanDin wif mii smelly buffalo... sob.sob all de words dt we hd kept for so long hd nw been spoken... didnt expect each dae 2 quarrel... hd such a hard time wen my smelly buffalo shun me aside... i noe i did sumthin dt hurt hym deeply...
to smelly buffalo: ju mintak maaf
im so sorry :( u hd made me cried 2 times in a dae... c'grats...
i did thot of givin up... bt it was lucky dt de nex dae we are OK :) all de misunderstandin hd finally been clear up... hope diz wont affect our relationship animore... peace ya? smile alwaes:p *dun shun me again cn?plz?*
i dun wan to be left wif only a memory of a wristband n left hangin... i know wad to expect in de future bt i wud like to b as close as possible nw... hope u understand...
mii smelly buffalo... ku minta maaf ya... jgn ngamok-ngamok lag :)
sincerely:0 JU :)
3:34 PM
Monday, November 3, 2008
its 3rd nov.4.19am :) n im nt asleep yet... hmm, social studies paper will be held 8ter at 2pm n im still bz blogging instead of sleeping. Great job ju :p
todae, ma parents are back frm KL n dere goes mii freedom sob.sob. For the past few daes, mii n ma frens stay up 8te at mii place hehe... we watch ghost movie... jz got to noe dt mii buddy, j0e, were scared when watchin de movie, haha... well, overall mii had a great time :p ... mii didnt slp till de nex dae ... get to spend a wonderful time wif mii 'smelly buffalo'. yeah :p we both were sleepy bt maintain ourself...haha... de head kip falling... its was de 1st time, gettin to spend mii whole dae wif mii ' smelly buffalo' - hope he did enjoy too :) we were supposed to study dt dae, bt wad do u expect wen parent nt at home bt only de teen? of course PARTY!! naughty mii :DD well, every starting has its ending... so todae at exact 12.05 midnite, my freedom is SEALED! parent home n its time for mii to be gOOd gaL again...
while studyin for my social study(really one), something jz came into mii mind... takin a glannce at de date, time, subject paper left... mii felt so... haizz... despair...
aft mii o lvl, de time dt mii n mii ' smelly buffalo' g'na shrink! sob.sob. g'na miss those time... wen we chiong our o lvl...haha... *precious moment* all g'na be gone aft o lvl, as we g'na go to our own separate ways. sob.sob. will u miss those precious moment?
to mii 'smelly buffalo'... ju g'na miss those time we spend - bet u noe wad i meant... there is so much memories together.... ju hopes so much dt we cn still hf time for each other... * nid pray hard*
ju g'na miss her 'smelly buffalo' :D p.s : does mii 'smelly buffalo' misses me too (o.o)
ju signing off... goin to bed nw... muackhz ppl :P
4:17 AM
beliefs
Eventually, everything
will fall into place.
hello
Julaiha Rosli
Since '91
Don't come and tell me
that you know me well enough,
when i'm still getting to know
my own self.
