Photographing the past
Friday, October 30, 2009

Good JULAIHA gone bad ...

Believe it or not ???
Julaiha had just skipped her Effective oral communication tutorial yesterday.

i went to JB to shop with my elder sister && my cousin.
ohh mann! love it lurhh sehh.
i guess, its like a release of stress issue.
of course i love it; cos im being pampered by them ...
love love love love.

although; *M did not follow things do turn out good, you know.
i was disappointed at first .

the best part of the whole outing was that;
Mummy && Daddy did not know that i went JB yesterday. heheh.

about 8pm yesterday; accompany my cousin to our aunts places.
to so-called give them a surprise visit.
true enough; they were shocked to see my cousin. heheh.

the happiest moment was when;
*M called me yesterday* !
im smiling from ear to ear *_______*
yeahhh ! love love love .

im high; Julaiiha :DD

9:01 AM
Monday, October 26, 2009

im not in the mood to
smile all the way
they way i used to; right now.
i feel so pissed off that i wanna
rant it all out.
but;
this saying made me think twice
&& i chose not to rant it out .

" speak when you are angry and
you will make the best speech you will ever regret"

i will just suck it all in .
&& im not gonna talk to you today .
b'cos the anger in me, have not lower down yet.
so, dun come close to me right now.
cos i detest you at this very minute .
approach me; only when my anger had simmer .



7:25 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009

vroom ! vroom ! *motorbike sound*
right now; i love riding motorbike
thanks to my lovely cousin; Abg Man .


it was a horrible 1st trip to his place on the bike itself
but it got better when we're heading home && went to the shop nearby.
hehe. i love riding the bike with him lurhh sehh.
although sometimes; he will ride kinda fast.
but he keep asking me; to trust him.
hahah.
of course; Abg .. i trust you !

okkay; get straight to the point !
** when i accompanied Abg Man to his place .
we met his friend under his block for a while .
talking about that; im very pissed off !
remember my previous post about
the 6years ago; old friend of mine ??
*M !
i was looking a guy on his bike; who was also looking straight in me.
there is silence ...
but that guy then talk to my Abg Man ...
so i just ignore him && pack my stuff .

when Abg Man & I walk up the stairs to his place ...
Abg Man shot me this question;
" Asal tadi siti diam ? Siti tak kenal ke siapa tadi ? "
subtitle: why just keep quiet ? didn't you know that person just now ?
i just shook my head ...
it was then when Abg Man said that the guy just now was *M
my long lost 6 years old friend; *M
aww man; i missed that chance !

*M && I;
we were standing about 5 steps apart; with Abg Man standing between us .
we were looking into each other faces; but no one could recognise .
it's like;
we're so near yet it felt so far ...

to me; its funny to the maxx cos
we 're contacting again but when we were granted the chance
to have or path to intersect again on 24th October 2009
neither of us could actually recognise .

&& to add to my surprise .
*M turn out to be my Abg Man's cousin oso; but its on his late dad side.
im Abg Man's cousin oso but on his mum side .
[ hope you understand what im explaining]

thanks to god;
for giving me this happiness again.
i would treasure it no matter what.

10:52 PM
Friday, October 23, 2009

i wished you, a happy 20th birthday.
its all nice when you said thanks, but when you wrote
" hey thanx .. ive sseen u somewhere, we met before? "

i was shocked & kinda sad .

right now; the only that keep playing in my mind
is our memories and i wim feeling this hurt in me.
" since; you have forgotten me ... i guess ill be doing the same then ."
because i always believe this;
if you are/were special in someone life ... he/she will remember you no matter what
because you made an impact in his/her life .

to you; a happy 20th b'day && all the best for you
hope everything goes well in your life
&& thanks for the stint memories that you gave me.


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8:52 PM
Thursday, October 22, 2009

Deep inside every strong girl,
there lies a little girl who is afraid to open up.
And all she ever wanted in her life is just that boy;
who can proves that
not all of them are the same and
shower her with all his loves and cares
love; julaiha rosli

7:56 PM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009

ii love mondayy nightt ...
b'cos; my fav cousin called me; saying he might be coming over to visit me :DD
yeahh, its been since he hari raya tat i last saw him.
onli god knows; how much i miss him ...

adding to my surprise :D
iim able to contact with my old fren again ...
yeahh; its been 6 years you know; since we lost contact...
iim glad to the max that im able to contact again !
love it so muchh; recalling all the -hanging- memories .

well; to my fav cousin ...
dun cya worry, cos your lil cousin here
will be going your place this sunday !
yeahhh; i wanna hugg you to the maxx.
love ya so muchhh .

&& school haf just started :DDD
&& on thursday; which is tomorrow ...
im having at the 1st time to have 5 HOURS break,
cool or what ???
hahahah.
may will be watching movie tmr :DDD
hehehe.

okkay; enough of my happiness ...
gonna have my rest before im off at night to BBDC
for my Final Theory Lesson with GF,Azie :DDD

p/s: will there a "we" this time round ??

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3:11 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009

im all tired right now...
just finish my house chores,
sadly i thought you would be thoughtful enough to offer some help.
im proudly to say that !
you did a GREAT job there, by not offering any help.
just sitting down there in front to the TV and eat your lunch and breakfast.
urghh! freaking pissed!

you could have offer your help, yet you did not !

adding to my fuel,
dad ask me to work today at my old work place.
from 6pm-11pm. oh man! i so *&^@ER

i thought, i would be repay with some rest ...
but then, i was repay with a lot more WORK to do !

that aside !

i cant wait to go to school this monday :DD
after school, im off to BBDC again for my final theory lesson.
but then, i have to reschedule everything first.
need to plan properly because, i have to put aside the time of me travelling
to and fro from school - home - bbdc !

oh mannn !
need a piece of rest and silence ...




3:02 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009

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hey my lost best friend; how i wanted to tell you that i miss hanging out with you.
to relive all those times we had during our school days.
picking on other peoples & keep creating trouble in school.

we've been friends for more than 1 year.
i knew you; even before this 2009 came by.

i miss those times i share with you my problem &
cursing all the people that we used to dislike.
telling you; all my secrets & in return you tell me yours.

you used to tell me that;
" juu; you can always rely on me ...
i'm always here for you !"

i hold that to you.
but then, everything start to change eversince we moved on to 2009.

you are with your new friends now.
happily enjoying your new friendship.

bestfriend, where were you when i needed you ?
where are you shoulders that i used to cry on ?
where is your comfort that i used to look for ?
where is your listening ear that i used to talk to ?
important most; where is my bestfriend that used to be there for me ?

i know, thing changes & people too .
but; i thought ...
even if things were to change 360 degree
our friendship will still remains the same.
with the same you & me

you keep running away from our friendship.
this year; i felt that our friendship had gone very apart.
it sucks you know.

sometimes; i wonder
have you ever at any point of this 2009 year,
that our friendship came across in your mind?

i guess; you are just happy now ...
with your new friends & your new environment.

what ever it is; i just hope that
you; my bestfriend are happy always & all the best for your future.
lastly; no matter what im still your bestfriend

b'cos i know only true friend
stays when everyone walks out of your life ...

11:43 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009

... there's always that one person,
... that will always have your heart
you never see it coming cos ...
... you've blinded from the start

9:27 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009

found something interesting in my mail; just now ...
my single horoscope reveiw :P

Dear Siti Julaiha,
here is your single's love horoscope for friday,October 9
Your friends want you to find true love,
so why not let them help in your search
for the prefect mate? Ask them to set you up
for blind dates, or just get their advises
on your current crops of crushes.

i was freaking shocked by the horoscope review lahh sehh.
cos, just now in the afternoon i went out to Town with my
D&D: Shafiqah; and we were talking about our single life !
saying about; how long have we been single up till today.
im proudly to say that; we have been about 3 years single :D
cheers to julaiha & shafiqah! haha.

well, about the horoscope thingy above ...
i know you are concern about me & my love life .
peeps; dun worry im fine being single
because ...


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11:22 PM
Wednesday, October 7, 2009

pic took at Shikin's place. only the 22 of us were there.
its such a smaller group compared to last year's one.
however, it does not spoil our mood :D
we had our fun veryy muchh !
get along with all the "old" stuff, you know.
raking up all the "old" jokes & make a huge laugh out loud b'cos of it ! haha.

i'm too lazy to upload the pics, therefore just check it out
at FB " Smoke, Drink and Fly" Lebaran 2009

thanks to Din, who gave us this "Smoke, Drink and Fly" tag line !


lastly, to you who may concern ...
i'm not pissed off, with your jokes and teasing.
im just tired at the end of the day & i was trying my best to keep on smiling.
i know your intention is good, to make peace but its all lies in me ...
i need more time and space to sort things out .
just let nature take it course .
pretty sure; im not angry with that person
i no longer have any emotion to react to regarding that person,
so just let it be.
im better off this way .
i know, you know me ...

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12:32 AM
Tuesday, October 6, 2009

....
i'm disappointed
but not with anyone
i'm disappointed
with myself ....



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6:17 PM
Sunday, October 4, 2009

looking at that baby, sometimes i feel like he was like me. too tired to even took off my shoe. just wanna find a comfy place to get this body rested & im off to sleep.

yes, im pretty much very tired & i did not have any spare time to update my lovely blog. firstly, sorry for not updating. right now, gonna give you a snippet of what happened. hehe.


on Friday!

went out to Orchard with my BF zai & GF azie. We went from Wisma Atria --> ION orchard -(walk)-> Marina Square. our shopping list!
Azie: b'day present !
Zai: a checkered shirt !
Juu: hairband !
not forgetting; a lovely treat by my sister at her workplace & Zai's starbucks treat . love you sehh !


on Saturday!
i had to go to work at JP from 12-4pm then rush to Jurong East for my 2nd job from 6-11pm.
im very tired seriously, right now. its like you have to juggle both job, however its worth a while thanks to the pay :D

on Sunday!
just now, went to work at JP from 12-4pm then went to Yew Tee where daddy pick me up. hehe.
he said, later at 8pm we will go jalan hari raya to my mum's friend place. haha. im so sad, cos just now my family went hari raya & my lil brother and sister got about $20+. oh man! im so sad. haha.

okkay, enough of this week. seriously i cannot wait for tmr. hehe, goin to jalan raya with my secondary school cliques. yeahh! i have to sleep early today, cos i have to wake up early for tmr. hehe.

right now, im off to taking a nap.... bye !

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6:24 PM
Thursday, October 1, 2009

DO NOT SPEED !
[I:illness M:medicine S:sleep A:alcohol F:food E:emotion]
these can cause an accident when driving !
A Good Driver = Skill + Knowledge + Positive Attitude !


Reached BBDC like 1 hour earlier, haha. GF azie; look the schedule timing wrongly.
anyway, its much better for us to be early rather than to rush when we're late.
so had our breakfast, when we saw Irwan & Ahlina.
Both of them; are taking their Motorbike practical license.

Basic Theory Lesson 1.01: 9.50-11.30am
the instructor is such a major turn ON ! he's very funny!
" the chinese people always burn the paper cars & vans for the dead.
i tink i gonna b the instructor on the other world b'cos too many cars.
so they need license to drive. aiyoh! touch wood ar !"
it's a personal joke, he was talking!
he did deliver his lesson very brief and i love it to the max!
oh man, i just hope he will be my practical instructor :DD
however, i did not know his name :(

after the lesson, we headed to West Mall !
GF azie, had to catch some sleep so we went to their library.
lucky, never get scolding !

ohh ya; GF azie introduced me to BK's Onion Rings !
lucky i never puke !
i had Onion Rings or anything that got to do with Onion !
haha.
so GF azie; no more Onion please. haha.

on our way to BBDC again for second lesson.
guess who i saw ?
haha. its Haironie Bin Jasni :D
had a lil chat with him.
cehh, cik abang pergi beraye sehh. jealous sehh.

Basic Theory Lesson 1.02: 2.10 - 3.50pm
the instructor is very funny TOO ! haha.
it's a double turn on ! haha.
" when drivng must stay calm, many people fail b'cos too nervous b'cos of the tester face so fierce.
my face got so fierce meh? "
i love the way he deliver his lesson, its kinda funny.
cos there is a lot of interaction take place.
i dun mind having him as my practical instructor, haha.
he's name is Mr Mislam.

We are supposed to wait for Zai & Din after our lesson.
however, GF azie is too tired & sleepy to wait another minute.
therefore, we just head straight home.
anyway, i gonna get my nap after this. hehe.

i love today lesson! plus, i have to plan out my schedule for my driving !

Tomorrow, going Wisma Atria with Azie, Zai & Din ...
Saturday, working 12nn - 10pm
Sunday, working (timing im not sure yet)

oh please, let me have my rest now. haha.

i love you, people

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5:06 PM
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Eventually, everything
will fall into place.
hello

Julaiha Rosli
Since '91





Don't come and tell me
that you know me well enough,
when i'm still getting to know
my own self.




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