Thursday, December 30, 2010
how can two people having so much in common, yet they weren't together.
sadly, those two people are us.
We had so much in common yet we're far in distance.
Well, whatever will be, will be.
will be calling you, Common Boy
12:52 AM
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
you want others to understand your feelings and thoughts, but have you ever tried to understand them?
Try living their life, walking in their shoe then you will know the reasons behind their decision.
You are not me, you do not live my life.
So, you will never know what I went through and never understand.
12:38 AM
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Why am i always supposed to be the only one most responsible child at home? At the age of 19, i ought to be out there having fun with my friends. Not being stuck with work and worried about family and financial. Why does the burden is all being carried by me alone, it's not that i do not have a elder sibling. I have, but how can she just simply ignore all those responsible and be out there having fun and not even think about the family. I'm sick of this thing, to be responsible and matured when i can be childish and irresponsible. I envy you, for being so irresponsible and so thick skin for not even have the shame for letting me carrying all the burden when you can just have fun all day.
i really hurts being the second child in this family, seriously. i feel like i'm living for the family sake. i gotta stay strong for the family and my younger siblings.
elder sis, i know you won't be reading this. So i'm just saying this ...
I really hope you would change for the better. Somewhat i wish God would wake you up and let you see that there so much you gotta do in this family. As family, we ought to stick together through the thick and thin. We cannot do anything, if you choose to shut yourself from us.
I'm tired carrying my responsibility as a second child plus having to carry your responsibility as the elder child.
All i want for Xmas is for you to change and be a better person with responsibility.
11:33 AM
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
gravity is not responsible for falling in love. I know it's wrong to fall for you, especially when you're already with someone. As i've already promised myself never to my happiness upon others misery. Therefore, once again i would just sit at the sideline and love you from there. Waiting is my decision now. You managed to bring back those lost feelings therefore, i choose to wait.
I'm not a cinderella whom have a fairy godmother to create miracle. I'm not a snow white whom have seven dwarfs to accompany me. I'm not a Princess Jasmin whom have a genie to grant 3 wishes.
I'm just living a normal-kid-julaiha-life. Which i do not know what lies ahead in future and how would my fairytale life ends with. A happy ending with my very own prince charming?
12:23 AM
Saturday, December 18, 2010
[ BestFriend ]
The greatest thing about having a bestfriend is that, you do not need to say things out because he/she would automatically know just by observing your actions. A true friendship is when, both friends sits in silence but there's a meaningful conversation occurred.
[ Future ]
Sometimes, you tend to find the right one at the wrong time. Even, the right one is already with someone. The only thing you can do is to just be at the sideline and love from there.
Well, waiting is an option to everyone.
12:39 AM
