Sunday, January 31, 2010
i'm going goo-goo-ga-ga.
time check: 8.30pm, your call since 1 january 2010 :)
im not being sarcastic here, but i just find it lovely nice.
we start off by having:
every morning and night call
to
once a few days
to
once every few weeks
to
twice a month.
i admit, i nearly gave up and i do not mind to move on,
however, when i heard your voice through the phone ...
i can't help to fall again.
i was touched that you remembered me,
i was touched that you took the initiative in calling me.
i was touched by the sweet talking.
although i know that all boys, do sweet nothing talks, but when it come to you ... i'm not sure myself.
i try so hard to hold back, but i fall at the instance i heard your voice.
you make my heartbeat leap :)
the cute part is that our conversation were cut-off 3 times,
but each time the conversation were to be cut-off,
i know you will try to find your means and ways to get it through it.
i was very moved when you said
" i do not want, you to have a bad image of me, the line was cut-off unintentionally"
at that point of time, i was ~melting ~ and awwww ~~
sincerely, i just wanna tell you that ...
thanks for not giving up of me. thanks for holding on to me, even when you know that distance may cause a problem :) thanks for the call, today. it brighten up my life and i really enjoy this so much.
we were joking about,
morning caller: i have to wait another month, so that i can see you...
juu: haha, yes. it's been so long since we met.
m.c: yea. since i was in sec 1 ... tll now .. so long :(
juu: yea. so since you have waited that long, it would not make any diff. if you were to wait for me for 1 month ?
m.c: haha. sure, i will wait. hope to see you :))
aww... im going head over heels for this boy :D i hope this feeling will lasts ...
<3>
every hour like a day
everyday lasts forever
but what else am i gonna do
i'd wait forever and a day for you
i wait up wait up for you <3
9:53 PM
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
i just made myself something nice, specially for myself.
it may help me, i not sure ...
saying my NO to
FACEBOOK
TWEETDECK
MSN
BLOG
but i guess this will come in handy pretty soon.
but right now, im not sure. hahahah.
cos, the motivation to start studying is not there :)
12:02 PM
Thursday, January 21, 2010
went over your page, but sadly ...
nothing perks me up.
yes, there were memories but a short ones.
some things are just meant to be left unsaid and untouched anymore.
let's put the stuff the way it is and move ahead in life.
2:21 AM
happy burpie day to my dearest girlfriend here.
TOH LIMIN :))
happy 21st birthday limin.
i'm glad in having a friend like you.
yes, indeed i am naughty
and sometimes kinda hard to handle
always making you angry and so,
disturbing you non-stop.
i always purposely, ask you to go to school
for like a pathetic 1 lesson ...
waking you up late for lesson ...
however, never once you complain
or even says that you dislike me.
you would just say ...
"i dun hate you"
i remember how we used to strangers
and thanks to Jessica that i get to know you, during your 1st day in school.
all the memories we spent in semester 1 till now,
- Bugis (sedate ladies)
- Marina Baragge
- Singapore Flyers
- BBQ at Ray's
and etc etc. hahah.
i cherish it so much.
thanks so much for being there,
when i really needed someone to talk you.
you were always there to listen to my grumbling and my bitching.
we share secrets together and all the laughter
we shared ...
i love you very muchh.
lastly, wanna say ...
i'm sorry for last friday after Netball game
we ditch you off.
it's because we 're all going to buy your present at town :))
sorry we keep laughing at you in the tutorials
it's because we're discussing on how to celebrate your birthday :))
sorry for us not telling you that we're coming to RP to support you
it's because it meant to be a surprise !
anyway, hope you love our Present && hand-made Birthday Poster :))
love you so much, from the bottom of my heart !
12:18 AM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
well oh well, i know after this post is being published. by all means, you would be even reading this. it would be from my babe that informed you, or even when you could finally understand me, which resulted in me writing this post. yes, i will post pretty much everything in my life and which i want others to know what is going on with my life. firstly, i just wanna tell you that i dislike the way you get things around. the timing is just ain't right and i totally hate it to the freaking core. just when i have already cleared everything in my mind, you came back and restore it. why can't you just live your life. i do not even care if you are still engulf with freaking guilt. as what i gonna say, you deserve it very well. i'm not being sarcastic but i'm just being plain true right here. ~ have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart, well you could try sleeping in my bed ~dude, what i can say right now is that. i have already forgiven you sincerely, but i never forgets what happened. i just treat it as a lesson learnt from a bad nightmare. it's hard to forget someone that used to be so meaningful in your life, but i'm fine right now and i love my life now. i'm getting fine, after all the pain and shits happened.
which rules states that even if you're forgiven you have to start talking like per normal?
it's like my freaking personal stuff lahh, i wanna talk to you again or not ?
who are you in my life sehh?
you're just someone i USED to know back then only.
it's up to myself whether i wanna talk to you again or not...
right now, i just feel that i'm better off NOT TALKING to you !
you know what, im glad that you could now make it to my present and hopefully not in my future. because i love the people i have right now by my side. you can help me in a way, just by getting your butt out of my life and be a stranger.you said, you wanted to talk to me ... however, for me, i do not think that we have anything to talk about. eversince you make yourself clear, we already had nothing in common, even to talk about. there is nothing to make things clear because everything is so clear and i'm jolly well done and over with it. memories do visits but why bother to let it replay in your mind ?just shut that thoughts away, and treat it just like a nightmare.dude, we're living in 2010, now.why bring up the past which is like a 2008 -2009 stuff ??i'm happy with my life now, because i have finally accept the current fate and i've moved on and i'm ain't looking back because the slightest hope, i had already buried together last year.p.s: the thing that is freaking pissed me off, is that ...you are coming to my babe and telling all this sorry-shits when i have already erased you and i have already moved on.you did the same old thingy last year .i'm freaking pissed-off.dude, i know you have jolly well moved on too. so just let things be. don't bring something from the past with you to the present. i believe this :- everything happen for a reason, and why he could not manage to be in your present and your future.- karma, what goes around comes around ...- when your love does not happen with this person, it just mean that someone else loves you more.Finale: I love my 2010, and i'm glad your not part of it. i've moved on and i'm so proud of myself. my life is close to prefection without you.P.S: Your current unstable relationship hiccups, does not have anything got to do with me. it's just fate and destiny. i feel that, you're not worth to be even in my thoughts now.
9:05 PM
Sunday, January 10, 2010
it's like' so what i'm FAT and UGLY ?
Does it affect your life ?
No right ? Then, why are you so concern about me ?
Do not pretend to be so you-know-i'm-concern-about-you.
BULLSHIT uhh.
i do not need you ''concern''.
I'm fine with the way i am.
So just let me be.
You go your way & i go mine.
Shut your mouth & go away !
11:37 PM
Saturday, January 9, 2010
i love sitting down talking to Azdiyatul Akmah Aziz & we reminisce all secondary school stuff & not forgetting our primary school memories. it's worthy the laugh and second thoughts
- Facebook status.
i ♥ zhss i ♥ wvps
coming up, i love NYP
i know, if i were to just write Azie name, my other bestie gonna hate me for that & punch me in the face. heehe. therefore, this wonderful moment does not only refers to Azie.
i love sitting down with my BABES, DUTTEES, SEDATE LADIES, BESTIES, GIRLFRIENDS, DUDES, BUDDIES, BROTHERS && everyone that made my life happy.
we would just sit down and remember all the memories we had in school.
i love all of you as much as i love my Cesc Fabregas (kidding). hahahha.
10:43 AM
Thursday, January 7, 2010
i'm not prefect. i'm not born in this world prefect.
i have my own flaws and strength too.
i'm not free from making mistakes. i have feelings and patience limit.
you can say what you like about me, yes, i know i cannot shut that mouth of yours.
but sometimes, do reflect about people's feeling.
everyone makes mistakes.
like people says,even a small mistakes can be remembered more than the good deed you made.
however, i plead with you ... please do not puts your high hopes on me,
i'm scared that i will not be able to attain it and it will make you more disappointed.
julaiha is not a perfect girl made in this world, she has her own flaws too.
she is not always right
and cannot run away from making mistakes.
therefore, do not pins your hope up high in me.
i'm not a supergirl
with a superpower.
i'm just an ordinary girl.
11:19 PM
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
this may come kinda late, but at least i upload it :D
it's an-like-finally-outing-with-the-dudettes:D
hahaha.
although it rain and cold ... we still meet. [ that shows how we actually hope for this outing. ] *im being lame, but like i care. hahaha. We went to Hort Park and we WALK, i repeat again ... we walked all the way to Henderson Wave. it's like 3km. hahaha. a good work out, though :D
10:21 PM
Monday, January 4, 2010
2010. a brand new year comes together with a new environment. therefore, it brings me to change my so-long-unchanged-blog. hehe. it took me a lot of effort and time you know. even if, you do not like my new blogskin, i do not mind.because i love my new blogskin, especially the caption" i'm not that kind of pretty & thin babe in town but i'm just being me, Julaiha Rosli"hehe. that caption, came sincerely from the bottom of my heart, because i believe that beautiful personality can outshine a pretty face :DD being random right now.a brand new year, a brand new stuff :Di jsut bought myself all-time-wanted-E63-hp :D
* mine is the one with PINK cover*currently, im in school having my all-time-dislike-module-mircoeconomic in classroom D308.as usual, im not interested and im not listening. i just let this 2 hours of tutorial pass just like that.i know it's wrong, but put yourself in my shoe, you will also react the same. hehe.
alright im done with my post now.
gonaa get myseld back "mentally" to my lesson.
tonight, im off to BBDC to apply for my practical lesson.
hehehe.
wish me a great luck.
have a great 2010 ahead, peeps.
1:46 PM
Friday, January 1, 2010
saying my Good-Bye to 2009 and a huge Welcome + Hi to 2010 :D
crossing a bridge waiting ahead with a new beginning.
casting aside all the past that may be full of sadness & happiness,
treat it like a lesson learned and experience.
Moving on to a new book (2010) and be ready to write down the upcoming 365days ahead of 2010:D With a new view of 2010, comes a new beginning.
in 2009,
- worked at Daiso, i made a bunch of crazy friends.
- worked at Charles & Keith, i made a bunch of funny friends.
- enrolled into NYP, i made a bunch of happening friends.
- was legally 18th on 11th sept.
- enrolled in BBDC.
- graduate from Zhenghua Sec.
- re-contact with my primary sch friends.
- UPs & DOWN in 2009.
alright enough of 2009, let's move on to 2010 !
for 2010,
- gonna make new and more friends.
- hope to pass my driving *cross fingers*
- stay connected with my primary+secondary+poly friends+ my colleague :D
- smile always !
12:20 AM
saying my NO to
* mine is the one with PINK cover*