Monday, November 17, 2008
i had fallen, fall so hard...
why didn't u prepare for me a parachute...
so dat i wont b hurt so much when i fall
now, im hurt
deeply hurt
i knew i g'na hurt so much, yet i let myself be
i let myself flyin up so high...
now, dis is de price i had to pay
for lettin myself to b high up
i wasnt conscious abt de TIME...
i thot it is still a longan plenty of time to go...
indeed TIME doesnt wait for anyone includining me.
i cant no longer hold u to me.
we're driftin apart...
no matter how hard i try to pull u closer to me ...
u r driftin apart frm me...
as time passes, u are oso driftin frm me :(
we may be standin side by side,
yet we are a miles dist apart...
i fall before i knew...
nw, im here all alone
all alone to nurse my pain n cuts dt i suffered...
hw i wishd i hd saw de signboard...
signboard dt saes dt i will fall hard.
signboard dt saes dt i will suffer pain n cuts
nw, its all too late
i hd fall before i was even prepared...
if i were given 1 wish now...
i wud wish to haf a superpower.
de superpower to control de time
so dt i cn prolong de time dt i desire...
havin dt superpower in me, i cn delay de fallin time
bt den its all in de fantasy world...
dere is no such thing as superpower
i hd no choice bt to let u go
even if my heart saes NO...
why does ppl dt i love wud leave me
one by one?
why do i kip falling?
how i wish i hd a frozen heart,
so dt i wont b easily melted
n i wont b dis hurt at all...
well, its all too late...
i had been hurt...
bt why does dis heart n mind
kip tinkin abt wad u really want?
sorie, i didnt head ur advice sooner...
well jz nw, i was walkin in de rain...
through de park...
u said to me, nt to walk back dere...
yet i did...
when i walk pass dere, i fell ur presence next to me
the chillness i felt before in de rain turn warmth...
n tears flows down my cheek.
im hurt, ache in my heart...
is dis the end of our story?
2:32 PM