Photographing the past
Monday, November 17, 2008

fallen...
issit " THE END" to our story??
i noe, u didnt want dis to drag
n didnt want it to b any deeper for us...

u said dt it ok to b hurt a little den alot...
bt i dun noe...

aft all de time we spend...
im jz left hanging jz lyke dat...
i felt like im juz a tool for u...
im hurt deep inside...
hw i'd rather die than to face tis...

time doesnt wait for anyone, n dt i agree...
bt den... cnt we delay de time??
y issit so fast?

i agree dt,
loving someone doesnt mean dt,
we shud get dt person...
holdin de person by our side...
loving dt person cn also mean dt,
lettin him go to find his happiness...
even if it hurts you so much...

it cn b easily said than done...

im suffering...
im battling a lose match

am i jz left here hanging
wif a
memories of a wrist band n a teddy??

well, i jz hope...
he will find somone better...
he wont treat de gal.. de way he treats me...
hope he wud shower de gal wif all his love n care...

i noe i may sound stupid... givin an advice to whom i love n lost...
bt to me...
his happiness is my happiness...
if seeing him happy, will ease my ache...
im fine with it...

b'coz i noe...
my love for him...
is like ...
admiring a star above de sky...
im unable to obtain it...
bt i cn jz enjoy its dazzling frm a dst...

now, i hd realise...
i hd nvr, for once...
hold a place in ur heart...
im too naive, dt i thot i hd hold a place in ur heart...

i dun blame u...
its jz a misinterpretation of my part...
i jz let myself to b a fool...

i noe, i nid to let u go...
even when my heart says NO...
i hd nvr regretted loving u...

i noe, i hd nothin special...
to make u stay beside me...
im a nobody compared to the others dt u knew...
i dun even stands out frm them...
im jz like a tiny singapore
comparedto de whole world...
u wont even able to find me...
bt den, i jz wanna say...

thanks for givin me de care n love...
thanks for alwaes being dere for me...
thanks for nt leavin me before...
thanks for de beautiful memories u gave me...

hurt n still wonderin... Juu


8:25 PM
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