Wednesday, November 12, 2008
im nt sure why...
for de past few daes...
i kip findin fault of hym...
wad ever he does or talks abt...
jz made me feel *** i dun noe...
i jz felt de dst apart us nw...
we're near yet far in de heart...
i kip makin hym angry wif me...
kip talk back at hym...
makin hym worry abt me all de time...
expecting hym to pamper me all de time...
am i scared to face the truth?
de fact dt we're parting?
am i doin this, jz to get his attention?
bt y does he seems to becoming...
less bother abt me ?
im hurt by his treatment to me...
i wan his pamper, bt i dun noe how to tell hym...
u cnt expect a gal to sae, rite ?
i feel weird, whenever he ignores me...
i noe i hd hurt hym more thn once...
he kip forgivin, yet i didnt realize n repent...
i wan his accompany, bt hw shud i sae it?
i wan his care, bt hw shud i show hym dt?
he seems to nt bother animore...
he seems cold...
i could feel dt he hd grown to dislike me...
i could feel dt he hd grown to despise me ...
wad shud i do?
i dun wanna lose hym...
dere is jz so much thing i hd nvr let hym noe...
too much words yet too little time...
wad cn i do?
we're gettin apart... im scared...
how everydae i wished dt our dae wud stop dere...
i dun de dae to end...
as it wud be a history of todae...
i may b happi n smiling
bt deep inside...
im scared... scared of being left alone...
did u realise it?
im sorry if i hd treated u badly...
i hd made u worry sick abt me...
causing u a great displeasure...
truly sorrie, JU
waitin for ur msg... if wad i wrote here is untrue... pls dun ignore me ;(
4:17 PM
