Monday, November 24, 2008
" how long do u wan us to b lyke diz?" ur shoot me wif dt qn. eventhough u told me to shun dt qn away frm mii head... i cnt n im sorry. i wan to forget abt de qn, bt den i cnt. i oso wonder for how long shud we b lyke diz? being hanging in between. in diz situation, i dun nt gain anytin...instead,im at the losing end here...
i cnt possibly hold u next to me... i dun haf anytin special, dt will make u stay...u oso agreed to it. well, its ok. i understand. u cnt b faithful...while i oso nt sure.i enjoy havin u by my side... having u by my side, i felt loved n cared bt den i forgets dt ur nt mine n im nt even approrpriate to have u by my side. i dun hold a special place in ur heart, im still a second fiddle, eventhough de gal has nt appeared. i lost to an imaginary chi.gal...
how i hope to hold u by my side, bt den i noe, dere will b alot of obstacle awaits us. its impossible for us-u said so. i hd to agree, even if my heart say de otherwise. i cnt outshine de imaginary gal... im jz a typical-plain-gal-next-door, which cnt b compared to ur imaginary gal...
why does diz heart still love, wen i hd been hurt ample times?
shud i let u go? even if my heart says NO?
is ur happines = my happiness?
or
ur happiness wif her = my misery!
i know i shud b brave n strong to let u go, bt i cnt yet im trying... how can i possibly shut de door dt had been open to u... u are goin away after meddling wif my feelings n heart... its cruel!
im hurt n hurt...
*why does de person i love, wud alwaes leave me?*
u said leaving u, is a good thing for me... u are alwaes making de shots for me... i guess i had been brainwashed by u... thanks to ur so call psycological tips...
u kip asking me to trust u... trust u dt, it g'na b good for me...
i did trust u... trust u dt u nt g'na hurt me...yet...hmm...
i dun noe, shud i trust u again?
i wan to trust u bt den im scared...
i cnt possibly shift my love to sumone else... i nid time ...
bt for how long, im nt sure?
why does wen de love dt feel so true, had to b ended so soon...
im hurt so much...
smiling to u... tears hidden...hurt is beneath...
hurt lies beneath...JUU
1:26 PM
