Sunday, November 9, 2008
thOts...
hd some stuff to consider...
mii neighbour wan mii to send hym to sch, as in to accompany hym on his way to de bus-stop
im nt sure...
askd mii 'smelly buffalo' abt it, thot he wud said NO, bt den i was wrg...
he said GO!
im nt sure...
shud i ? or nt ?
if i were to accompany hym...
will i gif hym hope?
will it potray a wrg impression?
will dere b a diff meaning for my action?
i dun wan to hurt hym wf de reality dt i dun hf special thot of diz...
i really mean a JUZ FREN relationship!!
will he undrstnd?
why cnt mii 'smelly buffalo' undrstnd mii situation?
* why am i feelin uneasy?*
am i scared dt i might b givin de wrg impression?
am i scared wad mi 'smelly buffalo' might sae?
im so NT SURE !
to mii "smelly buffalo" ,
dun force mii to do wad i dun wan to do. stop analyzing my action towards hym...
im jz treatin hym as a fren n nth more thn dt...
why cant mii 'smelly buffalo' undrstnd??
sob.sob ;(
JUU...hurt so much...
Labels: complicated 4 mii :x
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