Saturday, December 6, 2008
Judging from our current situation, we're drifting apart... tomorrow i'm off to JB for my uncle wedding. Need to help around with the preparation... once back from JB, i'm off to work...
if i'm not wrong, i should be back here on the 9thDec...
haizz, i guess i won't have much time left to spend with you - smellybuffalo...
while working, i won't have time to meet you...
i guess we will really drift apart...haizz
those words you said... i could still remember clearly...
"It is all fated this way cause i'm not the right one for you.
how long can we run this journey, it seems noever ending.
we can't turn back either.
we need to run to a new path where we can reach
to our destiny"
it hurt so much when i received that from you... readin it again and again... it still hurt...
juz now, u purposely let me listen to the songs that let you reminds of old stuff...
im hurt...
i dun mind, if you were to remember you past... but i cant cast the hurt i felt.
listening to the songs, reminds me of HERS...
each song being played was a memory of her...
u still cnt get over her...
it struck me deeply, dt im still the second fiddle and will always be...
cnt outshine them...your thoughts still have them...
smellybuffalo, sorie i cried again... i know i had promised you dat i wont cry again... yet i cant control... the hurt i felt is to hard and terrible... sorie... bt thanks for making me cry...
i wonder... if we were to be apart... will i still be in your thoughts?
will there be songs that you hear...that reminds of me?
will you still care for me ?
buffalo,buffalo...
i know... u have a motive of letting me listen to the songs...
about the future??
hurt:JUULabels: hurt
2:37 AM
