i feel so blessed...
having my besties by my side...
during my downs times.
they are like my paracetamol to my illness...
just by having them by my side,
i feel more serene n cared...
love them so much.
thnks for their care&concern to mii...

btw... i was surfing the net...
this caught my attention:

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i feel so much better when i read this quote(the above)...

but deep inside... im currently feeling what the below quote wrote...
i guess my Gfs were right though...


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deep inside every strong girl...
there is always a scared little girl...

i wanted to cry out my hurt... but these tears jus won't flow...
i guess im just too tired to cry...
my tears has dry up, even before i could cry out the pain...

azie told me dat, she is sure one day i will cry...
when i tink back the memories...
she may be right for sure, but im certain...
in dis current moment i wont be crying...
b'cos, im feeling numb all over...
im too numb to have the energy to cry out...

hope dat i will be strong n get dis over with...
the SOoneR...the BetteR

numb: Juu:))