Tuesday, December 9, 2008
hmm...
buffalo im frustated! Shud i get this kind of treatment from you? You just get on my nerve today. Thought that todae, i might have a sweet treatment from you. Coz i know, after i start my werk tmr, i wont b spending much time with you... why cant you just understand me? issit so hard for you to be treating me well? after not being able to meet you for the past few days... thought you might spend some quite time with me... bt u irritates me... to you it maybe a way to get my attention... i tried to compromise bt it juz got too much of it...
i tried to ignore n juz talk to you, but you kip testing me.
all i wanted was just, to be by your side... recollecting the times we lost for the past few days.. before i were to get bz wif my werk... issit so hard??
all i wanted was a peaceful n quality time with you, bt wad i got in return was a misunderstanding with you...im hurt deeply!
these tears just dont seems to b stop flowing...how i wish i was strong... lift my head up high, so that i wont cry when i face this.
you kip saying of giving up... ouch n it hurts:(
i tried to compromise to your liking n attitude... bt i dun noe...
all you would ever says or reminds me is that...
you are leaving me... n giving me up...
issit "the end" to our story??
shud it be ended lyke diz...
do you really mean it?
im left hanging again...
i fall flat to the ground...after you let me up high to the sky...
i was lyke a cinderella... after meetin you... became a princess...
bt the magic was gone... n became back lyke a cinderella...
worst thing is dt... i became an ugly duckling....
i got hit flat to the ground...
i dun want to end dis story yet...
does my ample sorie will make you better?
will my apologies heal your wounds?
i noe shud juz compromise...
does not wanting to end our story...is only an hoping part of mine?
will you stay, if i were want you to?
will you never go away, if i beg you to?
will you not leave me, if i plead you?
to mii beloved buffalo, sorie i hd cause any discomfort in you...im truly sorie... i juz hope, you wont cast me aside... i dun want to end the story... im sorry so much:( how i wish we nvr had dis arguement... i really miss you...mii smellybuffalo...how shud i do to make you understand?hurt n hurt:JUU
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