Saturday, January 3, 2009
I can't pretend these tears
Aren't over flowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way
It feels to fly
i'm stuck at home the whole day...
watching all the tv programme
even when they are being 2nd/3rd telecast...
hmm, so bored.
mii dude:Zaman did call...
ask me out to accompany him & dude:Nasri
to Raffles City, but i turn it down...
i cant go out..
promised my mum to stay put at home...
mybe tmr, goin out wif my family...
standard le, go JB...
hehe.
unfortunately, my family had the usual quarrel...
my elder sis& my dad...
sis went out the whole nite...
nvr even call home...
we're absolutely worried abt her...
she juz ignore our phonecall.
i really dun understand her...
she can be a very good gal in a day...
& can become a wild gal the very next day...
hard to predict her life...
haizz, we may be close...
but its hard to talk her in...
she inherit my dad's hot-headed attitude...
so, when 2 'hot-headed' meet...
no point hoping for a POSITIVE outcome...
b'cos it will never happen...
being the middle kid in the family...
i'm always the 'listening ear'
even to more than 3 party...
haizz...
if i were to be everyone's listening ear...
whu wud be mine??
don't i oso deserve to haf a pair of 'listening ear'??
hmm... life is truly unfair.
well, dat my usual family activity.
hmm...
well, wad to do?
jus haf to 'suck it in!'
if my pain will be the exchange for my family's happiness...
i'll be happy for it...
nid some space:JUU
8:10 PM
