Saturday, March 28, 2009
hmm, yesterday my friend, ___ told me about his problem. initially, i nudge him on MSN but he didn't reply. i thought we had a fight or what, because its been some time since we actually contact. but then, he texted me, saying he's busy watching some movie online... so we're ok, i guess.
The shocking news is that, he told me, his mum is currently being hospilitalised. he's kinda in stress now. haizz, i want to console him, but the words of encouragement...just can't seem to come out easily. i know, he's kinda busy with thru&fro home-hospital, so dat's why i didn't want to disturb him. so here, i just want to let him know that, he can always text me at my mobile... whenever he needs someone to talk to...
well, just now just chatted with him. i told him about my wish to resign this 15th april, he didn't approve it initially as he hasn't fulfill his promise; picking me up after work. i told him that, i'm working tmr, so if he's not busy or what, he can pick me up... but im seriously not forcing, i just don't want to add burden to his current problem workload.
i can't possibly be selfish in forcing him to pick me up after work? i have always been going home alone, and im totally fine with it... i just don't want to trouble him.
i don't want to exhaust him, as my work usually ends around 10pm... and he's already busy with his visit to his mum, therefore, i don't want to trouble him.
to tell the truth, a part of me, do hope he would fulfill his promise. but i don't want to trouble him and just because of my selfishness, i would make him exhausted. as a friend, i haveto understand his situation, his mum needs him more than i need him, in this time... his promise to me, i can always wait for the next time...
to ___ : if tomorrow you can't pick me up, i totally understand. just text me earlier in the day, so that i won't be waiting or hopeful too. maybe, one of my off days, i would like to accompany you to visit your mum. i know, i can't be there to encourage you, but you can always text me, when you really need someone to talk to. insya allah, ju akan usahakan:))
you have got to be strong! your mum needs you by her side as her pilla of strength to live on...
i'm okay, just hope for you to be strong:JUU
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