Thursday, May 28, 2009
True love never lives happily ever after - true love has no ending.
i truly agree with the saying, as i knew someone close, experiencing it ...
loving him/her even when he/she is no longer around in this world, that i truly the meaning of true love
unlike, typical people who just says all the sweet-loving words that unsure if it is true or not.
for my friend,
she had not only lost a lover but at the same time,
she did not even have the chance to say out her true feelings towards him.
even though, she still loves him deeply in her heart.
each day, she did keep thinking about her lover.
sometimes, at night ...
her lover would appear in her dreams ...
i do envy her, of her true love bonds ...
i know it is bad, to not letting go of the immortal person .
keep hoping that she would be able to let go of her lover ...
somehow, i agree that she had found her true love,
it is just that GOD loves her lover more ...
i cannot understand how hurt she felt deep inside, when her lover is gone ...
but , i really envy her ... on having to love someone so faithfully .
however, i really hope she would move on ...
i guess, i will only understand her feelings when i, myself go through it ...
but, im not sure if i can be as strong enough to handle it, if it were to occur to me ...
true love ... it will never die, even when he/she leaves this world .
juu
Labels: true love... everlasting
10:44 PM
making new friends as well as retaining the old ones . i agree, it is kinda hard. but im trying my very best to ensure i spare my time for my old schoolmates[my besties]. however, i somewhat feel that ... i'm totally at a losing ends. it's like im fighting a losing battle. im able to make new friends, although not that close. im able to spare my time for my besties, somehow, i felt that im losing the bond. i really do not want to lose any of my friends, whom i had built my friendship with for such a long period of time. i had always love, you people. people do make mistakes, even i do . who does not make mistake? in true friendship, even if your bestie make a mistake, you would forgo it because you had known him/her so long, that you know he/she didn't mean it. if i can you it, why can't you. friendship are like sisiterhood/brotherhood/siblings, where quarrels do happens but resolves soon after. you can't possibly break your long friendship, just because of ONE mistake that he/she made? it will be a foolish thing. i agree, the thought of ending the friendship do come in my mind sometime, when i had a quarrel with my besties but i keep reminding myself about all the good times we had went through, it totally makes me love him/her back... not wanting to lose a friend like him/her. he/she may have did something bad, but that does not mean that, he/she will always keep repeating it or even, you may not realise that you had also once did the same mistake as well. like a saying goes; " you can see a mouse on the opposite river but you could not see the elephant in front of yourself" you only see the mistake of others, but you do not see yourself ones. you always thought that you're always right, while others are the ones that are making mistakes. no on in this world is perfect, including ME&YOU . no one is this world can run away from making mistakes, including ME&YOU. i really treasure our friendship... do not want to lose it .
loveing you people:JUU
Labels: friendship
12:12 AM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
R/e/a/d/i/n/g T/o/o M/u/c/h
reading too much in between the lines
you're avoiding me so suddenly .
each time we online, you would takes like minutes to hour,
just to nudge me,
before we start a conversation .
i really want to know, what is bothering you seriously right now ...
as your best friend, i ought to know .
im not sure, if im being too paranoid or what
but i some what feels that we're drifting apart ...
im not sure, if your reaction is asking me to be aware of something or not .
i don't see any thing that,we could have the misunderstanding about .
please tell me, i want to know .
i do not want to lose a friend like you.
i just want to know, if we're still friend or not ?
are we still like before ?
each day i online, waiting patiently, for you ...
when we did have a conversation on MSN,
it starts to became so short ...
it's like you ae avoiding me .
i wanted to nudge you, and start the conversation first ,
but im scared that , im disturbing you .
i do not want to annoy you.
finally, i just hope i won't lose a friend like you ...
i hope, im just reading too much into it,
hope it is not true ...
only you have the answers to my questions ...
please, nudge me and talk to me,
hope we will still be friends like before ...
hugs & kisses:JUU
Labels: reading too much into it ?
11:31 PM
lil-twin sis: Nur Aisyah .
i know you are feeling stressed out, facing your biggest obstacle in life.
this upcoming O level exam, is your turning point to where your future lies.
when i took my O level oso, i was stressed out. a lot of things is happening;
had misunderstanding with my friends, missing my bestfriends and family problem(as usual).
when all these happen, i was on the edge of giving up and just forgo my O level.
i know my studies is dropping, i keep failing my examination.
going to school, really dreadful ...
i felt very tired after school, studying really took away my energy.
i really thought of giving up,
quitting school and i felt that i will let down our family.
everyone is pinning their hope on me,
i felt the huge responsibility on my shoulder.
as you know, how my family condition is ... you know what i meant.
my parents keep saying; " just do your best, we won't blame you!"
hearing this everyday, it makes me ache .
i know they won't blame me, but i know deep inside their heart;
they really want me to pass the examination.
i try to ignore all the problems occuring, coz i know if i were to concentrate on it ...
i will lose my O level .
since, i had promised my bestfriends, to meet them in polytechnic ...
i have to keep my words .
till, my "prelim examination" i still failed my subjects ...
it was then, my alarm bell start ringing ...
looking at my classmate, who keep passing ... i felt the pressure .
i had my best classmate by my side, keep giving me encouragement words ...
they believe that i can make it, and im not the kind that will just let it go .
i trusted them, i reflect myself ...
so, i buck up ...
it's true last minutes study won't help ...
but, slacking and just leave it to fate , it won't help either .
success: 99% hard work + 1% fate
aisyah, i know you can do it. you are the study type,
just give your best shot for this biggest obstacle in your life
. im always behind you, supporting you!
ignore all the negatives thoughts, just hold on ...
preach what you had learned, everything g'na be alright !
your lil twin: JUULabels: aisyah, you can do it
12:04 PM
Monday, May 25, 2009
good time do pass very fast
lesson is only from 2pm-4pm,
so before that, went out with Weekai for lunch .
then, im off to school to meet Jessica .
on our way to class ...
a cute guy, senior or freshie like us
was looking towards at us, as thought knew one of us ...
funny conversation:
Jess: your friend, huh ?
Me: No !
Jess: huh? then, why he look at you ?
Me: Dun noe le ...
Jess: but quite cute le ...
Me: haha ... ok bah ..
Me: i thot your friend ...
Jess: NO! i thot your friend ...
haha . that guy look at us ...
i thot he is Jessica's friend ,
but Jessica thot her was my friend ...
turn out that, he is not OUR friend!
funny sia !
look as though, you know that person ...
but in fact, you do not even know !
sum up , i very lazy want to update so long ...
so till here then .
to jessica: hope you still can see that cute-stranger again . haha .
to weekai: thanks for the lunch appointment .
hugs&kisses everybody:JUU
Labels: memorable day :25 may 0'9
11:05 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
hey peeps ! im back ! back here to blog :))
26th may (wednesday)
as usual, had my class but it was being drag till 4pm ...
had a make-up lesson !
it was supposed to end at 10am, but was then being drag :((
urghh ! hate it sia !
we had to spend our 4hour in school before the next lesson
.well, i mugged my personal project...(marketing project)
i had finally settle it :))
yeah :))
well, met up wif kak shiqin after school at plaza ...
together with my love-able mummy :)
had our dinner at LJS, kak shiqin treat !
yeah ! lurve you kak shiqin:)
thnks for treatin us :))
when all the ladies comes together...times do pass so fast ...
we're sharing thoughts and problems .
i 'm always disturbing by adding my jokes :))
i want to share a piece of news ...
i want to get married to Fahrin Fabregas Bin (still deciding)
i dun noe why, i'm so in love with 'Fahrin' name !
i just like that name !
issit true that, when a guy who convert into Islam ...
he has to change his name
[his desired name] bin Abdullah ?
must is be Abdullah ?
can't it be ... muhammad ?
or just his own surname ?
i just don't like the name of Abdullah ...
SORIE NO OFFENCE !
well, it was a nice thingy hanging out with those ladies ...
got to hear all kind of lesson-to-be-learnt ...
like problem faced by other people, i learnt about several "subject" yesterday ...
- sex education
- family compromises
- health
yeah ! it was funny a bit though!
b'coz i keep butt in into their talks .hehe .
lastly, thanks to kak shiqin for buyinh for me my handphone cover .
mummy had always pester me to buy but then, i keep forgeting .
well, since i had bought it ... mummy finally keep quiet !
lucky sia !
My classmate, Limin ... also disturb me .
" Wahh , someone had bought a handphone cover sia !"
haha . ya ! ya ! it was like Finally sia !
okay la ... till here !
i g'na die tonite ...
i g'na struggle with my sports science tutorial .
im not paying my attention in my lecture class ...
as im currently updating my blog instead of concentrrating !
goody luck JUU ....
i love Fahrin Fabregas :JUU
Labels: lecture room 5
4:08 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
happy wednesday :)
yeah! my class ends at 10am ...
it's like from 8am - 10am , sometimes i really wonder why bother to wake up early in the morning
for just the pathetic 1hr50min lesson .
which we will be probably be more play-play rather than focusing to what the teacher is talking .
sometime, it just hits in my head to actually "cabot" sia .
but, since im such a good gal rite,(hmm...sort of) i just go to school lurh .
today's plans was:
6.40am:Meet up Irrahh n Marly at Jelapang lrt, go school...
7.30am: Meet up Jessica at Yio Chu Kang mrt's Last Cabin ...
8.10-9.50:Statistic Theory For Business Tutorial with C.K
10am: On my way home, meeting up with Sha,
to have our breakfast-cum-lunch at Zhenghua Sec
5pm: leave for NYP's Student Union meeting
6pm: Student Union meeting
that was what i had roughly plan for wednesday.
but then, as per usual ...
sometimes everything doesn't go as plan ...
well, the day was ...
6.50am: Met with Irrahh n Marly.
7.40am: Met up with Jess
8.10-9.30am: Lesson as per usual.
11am: met up with Sha.
5pm: didn't went off . continue my time with Sha .
6pm: i was too tired to go back to NYP .
well, sha was rather late... met her up around 11am .
went to zss, such a dissapointment, the canteen was closed .
such a waste of my time lurh sehh .
as a back up plan ...
we went to Republic Polytechinc to have out LUNCH .
hhee .
yeah! i text ZhiHao asking about him whereabout .
lucky he was in school .
yeah, so met up with him .
aww... i really miss him sia ! haha .
miss calling him: " HUANG ZHI HAO, POLICEMAN SON!"
well, lunch at RP was NICE ! hehe .
g'na have lunch there very regularly i guess . hehe
after lunch, we went to Jurong Point. hehe .
in the bus from woodland ... i was sleeping lurh sehh .
then, i felt very lazy to actually attend the SU meeting. haizz .
lazy gal sehh ...
me n sha, window-shopping at JP. thot that kak syidah working,
then can ask for Starbucks drink! but then, aww... too bad!
window shop for dresses but then all was so EXPENSIVE sia !
a black dress at Espirit: $99.90 ... so Expensive !
sha, influence me to not go to NYP. to accompany her .hehe .
but at the same time, im also very lazy to go.
me and sha, spend our time till 6pm .
then, meet up with my mum at Long John Silver .
hehe . had our dinner together with Sha also .
hmm, it was very delicious !
then, it was the end of our day ! we went home !
hope to meet up with Sha again ! went out with her again !
hehe .
at home, im rushing to finish my Princinple Of Marketing Tutorial.
while doing my tutorials, the whole family ws watching this movie:AMUSEMENT !
it's so Violent lurh sehh!
after watching the movie, i TOTALLY HATE CLOWNS !
go watch the movie by yourselves... to determine if you still like clowns after watching that movie!
i totally hate clowns !
enjoyed her day:JUU Labels: enjoy lurh sehh
12:22 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
happy mother's day to you
happy mother's day to you
happy mother's day to JUMAINAH BT ALI
happy mother's day to you .
to be fair to the whole world !
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
to all those that are declared MOTHERS !
yeah ! i really love my mum :))
hmm... i celebrated my mother's day at Johore yesterday :)
went to granny's house at Desa Cemerlang .
had some BBQ session going on, at 9th may !
had been sometime since i had a BBQ, really enjoy myself to the food , obviously !
thanks to Uncle Amm, for doing all the barbecue-ing ...
hehe . nice n juicy , lurh sehh .
side track ...
in the morning , send my lil-naughty bro,Haziq to his religious class .
while waiting, mum & i went to her friend's wedding at Boon Lay .
felt like ages since i attended a wedding ceremony ...
ate the all-time-fav. " Nasi Minyak/Nasi Orang Kahwin"
we had to spend time at home, waiting for daddy .
he;s working morning shift dat day .
so met him at Kranji mrt , then we continue wif the journey .
hehe .
thert was no traffic congestion ! such a good thingy .
the only thing that i dun like was, when we took the cab to granny's place .
that taxi driver, gave such a bad service !
he's like not sincere to send us there .
talking on his HP while driving ! it's not even hand free !
he drives so fast ! like rushing !
im so not happy with the service !
the worst of all, he taxed us EXTRA !
*what.the .banana ?
negatives thoughts away !
ya, it's been so long since i went to granny's place !
met up with the relatives !
so i talked to IBU(my aunt) till 2am .
hehe .
the next morning, mummny n daddy left me at granny's place ...
while they are having fun ...
catching seafood at IBU's place .
urgh ! im so not happy with them, for abit only ! haha
we cooked the seafood that they brought home !
it was delicious lurh sehh !
we went home around 3pm .
took the bus near granny's place !
it was so CHEAP lurh sehh .
worth it !
rather than wasting money on bad taxi service !
went to City Square, to find school shoe
for my lil-naughty bro,Haziq ...
cehh, brand BATA (Buy And Throw Away)haha . JKJK !
everyone was tired!
mum asked if we wanted to have our dinner at City Square,
but we decline(1st time sehh)
mcm tak percaye gitu !
we're TOO tired to eat!
in everyone's mind to just get ourselves out of Malaysia and reach HOME !
especially ME!
while checking our passport !
ain't you have to keep your work and personal matter a two different thingy ??
i was laughing at my lil-naggy sis,Nana .
then, i handed my passport to the officer .
here our HUH - conversation !
Officer: Tadi pergi mane ? (Just now go where?)
Me: Huh ? ... err... Rumah Nenek . ( huh? er... granny's house)
a paused silence ... i smiled !
Officer: Buat ape ? (For what?)
Me: Huh ? ... celebrate mother day .
Officer: huh ... ape ? ... ( huh ? what?)
then, i just repeat the last sentence .
he was smiling ... like what ? haizz !
Officer: Terima Kasih ... Bye ! (Thank you ... Bye )
Me: Hmmm.. terima kasih !
merepek lurh sehh !
my elder sis, was laughing away at me !
kurang asam !
well, that's the whole overview of my WEEKENDS !
hehe .
ya, i rush doing my tutorials !
urgh damn it !
im still unwell ...
-nose blocked
-fever
-sore throat
-cough
urghh . need to consult my fav. family doc .
DR. YAP !
hehe .
i guess, i will have to make an appointment with him ...
if im still unwell til next week !
god bless me , haha !
get well soon, JUU
Labels: happymother'sday
10:07 PM
Friday, May 8, 2009
a true friend is someone whom you can trust .
a true friend is someone that will never lie .
sometimes, people whom you thought to be your so called true friend
is not the real friend for you.
doing the otherwise from what he/she told you .
the worst feeling is when, you actually believe his/her talks .
when making new friends, he/she can seem to be very nice-nicey ...
but when you finally get to know his/her true character, the thoughts that came in are just...
HOW CAN I MAKE FREIND WIL HIM/HER AT THE VERY PLACE?
well, what to do ?
it had happened .
i really regret treating you as one of my bestfriends .
im so sad, having a selfish friend like you !
now, i really very doubtful about you .
whether to trust you again or not ?
the only thing i can say to you is that;
" I HAD LOST MY TRUST IN YOU !"
regret:JUU
Labels: trust?
1:40 PM
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
happy wednesday :)
yeah! my class ends at 10am ...
it's like from 8am - 10am ,
sometimes i really wonder why bother to wake up early in the morning
for just the pathetic 1hr50min lesson .
which we will be probably be more play-play rather than focusing to what the teacher is talking .
sometime, it just hits in my head to actually "cabot" sia .
but, since im such a good gal rite,(hmm...sort of) i just go to school lurh .
today's plans was:
6.40am:Meet up Irrahh n Marly at Jelapang lrt, go school...
7.30am: Meet up Jessica at Yio Chu Kang mrt's Last Cabin ...
8.10-9.50:Statistic Theory For Business Tutorial with C.K
10am: On my way home, meeting up with Sha, to have our breakfast-cum-lunch at Zhenghua Sec
5pm: leave for NYP's Student Union meeting
6pm: Student Union meeting
that was what i had roughly plan for wednesday.
but then, as per usual ...
sometimes everything doesn't go as plan ...
well, the day was ...
6.50am: Met with Irrahh n Marly.
7.40am: Met up with Jess
8.10-9.30am: Lesson as per usual.
11am: met up with Sha.
5pm: didn't went off . continue my time with Sha .
6pm: i was too tired to go back to NYP .
well, sha was rather late... met her up around 11am .
went to zss, such a disappointment, the canteen was closed .
such a waste of my time lurh sehh .
as a back up plan ...
we went to Republic Polytechnic to have out LUNCH .
hehe .
yeah! i text Zhi Hao asking about him wheres about .
lucky he was in school .
yeah, so met up with him .
aww... i really miss him sia ! haha .
miss calling him: " HUANG ZHI HAO, POLICEMAN SON!"
well, lunch at RP was NICE ! hehe .
g'na have lunch there very regularly i guess . hehe
after lunch, we went to Jurong Point. hehe .
in the bus from woodland ... i was sleeping lurh sehh .
then, i felt very lazy to actually attend the SU meeting. haizz .
lazy gal sehh ...
me n sha, window-shopping at JP. thot that kak syidah working,
then can ask for Starbucks drink! but then, aww... too bad!
window shop for dresses but then all was so EXPENSIVE sia !
a black dress at Esprit: $99.90 ... so Expensive !
sha, influence me to not go to NYP. to accompany her .hehe .
but at the same time, im also very lazy to go.
me and sha, spend our time till 6pm .
then, meet up with my mum at Long John Silver .
hehe . had our dinner together with Sha also .
hmm, it was very delicious !
then, it was the end of our day ! we went home !
hope to meet up with Sha again ! went out with her again !
hehe .
at home, im rushing to finish my Princinple Of Marketing Tutorial.
while doing my tutorials, the whole family ws watching this movie:AMUSEMENT !
it's so Violent lurh sehh!
after watching the movie, i TOTALLY HATE CLOWNS !
go watch the movie by yourselves... to determine if you still like clowns after watching that movie!
i totally hate clowns !
enjoyed her day:JUU
Labels: enjoy lurh sehh
1:07 PM
i find it hard to say those words .
those words that reflects my thoughts and feelings .
how i wish i have the ability to just say it out .
i just want to say it out .
hope that you won't get shocked by my words .
i'm scared of your reaction .
i'm so clueless of what to do right now .
i just can't seems to say out those words .
it's hard to put those words into a sentence that you would understand .
i really would like to say out those words .
i feel that, i can't no longer hold it in my soul .
these words , are just the matter of time for you to hear .
i did consulted with my close friends about this .
whether to let you know or not ...
well, all my friend told me to just say it out .
as i'm not in the lost anyway .
so here it goes ...
those words that i want to say to (insert.name)
is that ...
finally, im forgiving you .
as i believe with ...
forgive but never forgets ...
karma;what goes around goes around ...
so ya, im forgiving you !
but that totally doesn't mean that i will ever forget what you did !
i do not want to have any haters or holding any grudges to anyone ...
i do not want to live my live having a lot of enemies .
so here, i forgive you .
i do not see the point of me not forgiving you .
b'coz giving forgiveness ... i don't lose a thing .
hehe .
but on the other hand, im free of grudges .
well, since i had forgive you ...
just get on with your life!
i will just pretends that we had never met ...
b'coz, with that...
i will not hate you !
so ya , you are SO FORGIVEN !
(insert.name)
you're forgiven ! officially, your a TOTAL STRANGER to me !
so now, i do not owe you any forgiveness and you do not owe me anyting !
just buzz off my life !
Forgive but NEVER forgets:JUU
Labels: forgives but never forgets
1:07 PM
Monday, May 4, 2009
to all my lovely readers....
im here to apologise in advance ...
looking a my hectic schedule ...
i dun tink i will have much leisure time to update my dearest bloggy.
so ya, hope you dun mind ...
i really won't be updating.
but i will try to my ability to update whenever i have the free time ...
so got to go and 'chiong'
with my hectic schedule n all the untouched tutorials ...
ouhh im so DEAD !
arghh... it's alarm bell start ringing JULAIHA!
chiao:JUU
Labels: mugging
9:04 PM
