Wednesday, May 27, 2009
lil-twin sis: Nur Aisyah .
i know you are feeling stressed out, facing your biggest obstacle in life.
this upcoming O level exam, is your turning point to where your future lies.
when i took my O level oso, i was stressed out. a lot of things is happening;
had misunderstanding with my friends, missing my bestfriends and family problem(as usual).
when all these happen, i was on the edge of giving up and just forgo my O level.
i know my studies is dropping, i keep failing my examination.
going to school, really dreadful ...
i felt very tired after school, studying really took away my energy.
i really thought of giving up,
quitting school and i felt that i will let down our family.
everyone is pinning their hope on me,
i felt the huge responsibility on my shoulder.
as you know, how my family condition is ... you know what i meant.
my parents keep saying; " just do your best, we won't blame you!"
hearing this everyday, it makes me ache .
i know they won't blame me, but i know deep inside their heart;
they really want me to pass the examination.
i try to ignore all the problems occuring, coz i know if i were to concentrate on it ...
i will lose my O level .
since, i had promised my bestfriends, to meet them in polytechnic ...
i have to keep my words .
till, my "prelim examination" i still failed my subjects ...
it was then, my alarm bell start ringing ...
looking at my classmate, who keep passing ... i felt the pressure .
i had my best classmate by my side, keep giving me encouragement words ...
they believe that i can make it, and im not the kind that will just let it go .
i trusted them, i reflect myself ...
so, i buck up ...
it's true last minutes study won't help ...
but, slacking and just leave it to fate , it won't help either .
success: 99% hard work + 1% fate
aisyah, i know you can do it. you are the study type,
just give your best shot for this biggest obstacle in your life
. im always behind you, supporting you!
ignore all the negatives thoughts, just hold on ...
preach what you had learned, everything g'na be alright !
your lil twin: JUULabels: aisyah, you can do it
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