Photographing the past
Friday, July 31, 2009




ouhh, its been since i had wore that red&black uniform ...
waking up 6.30am, to get myself ready fer schh ...
singing dat "majulah singapura" song and saying the pledge ...
singing dat "we're zhenghua" schh song every monday ...

ouhh, i misses those time badly ...
zhenghua secondary; holds a huge portion of memories within me ...
the place,
- where i absorb knowledge
- makes friends
- checking out my schh crush
- becoming ME !

suchh nostalgic feeling ! hehe .
well, got to know dat my fomer form-teacher; Mr Yosef
is going off to Japan, to teach english !
so Azie and I, created a scrapb00k specially fer him ...
(sweet ritee?)

it is suchh a rushing week ...
- tuesday: got to know from Juhairi dat Mr Yosef is leaving on Sunday
- wednesday: meet up with Juhairi,Azie,Zai&Samad at Zhenghua CC
- thrusday: meet up with Azie at night to create the scrapb00k, till 1am (still not finish)
- friday: meet up with Azie to finish up the scrapb00k, then try to catch Mr Yosef by 2.30pm and rush to NYP to take my POA test at 4pm.

although it is a tough week and it passes so fast ... im proud of myself and glad that, on friday we were able to catch Mr Yosef and hand him the scrapb00k to him PERSONALLY ! yeah !

had some "catching up" session with him ...
- Mr. Yosef; will at Japan fer 1 year, if not fer 5 years.
- Mr. Yosef said that, i l00k different; fer sure i disturb him (ya, i know ... now pretty alrdy mahh) haha .
- Mr. Yosef said that im too picky in relationship, (am i?)
- Mr. Yosef said that Azie l00k pretty much the same ! (issit?)

we start shooting each other all the "old times jokes" hehe .

flashing back; i really misses those times .

on my way home, from NYP;
suddenly i felt,
as-if-a-part-of-my-heart-is-gone-or-missing
right now, i truly agree that you will never realise how a thing would mean so much to you untill you acutally lose them ...

zhenghua secondary school, may look typical to others however, within that building it holds tonnes of memories of me and everyone ! i love that place !

shocking news: Mr. Tay _ _ _ _ _ _ _(the science teacher) just passed away in the morning (31 July 2009). i felt the loss, although he had never teach me.

Lot's Love:
JUU

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11:43 PM
Monday, July 27, 2009


this cold heart will take time to melt ...

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11:38 PM
Thursday, July 23, 2009

H1N1 !!!

im so over the MOON, this morning fer my presentation.
but i was crushed down to EARTH
when i was instructed to go home, as i had a high fever.
at that point of time, i was like "<>:<#%@"
coz, i remembered Ms Billie said that, if no presentation = ZERO mark !

im so scared right now !
its like,all your effort for chiong-ing your project, but you are not able to present.
like wad right ??

bizarre ! my fever was gone, when i reach polyclinic !
like wth !
so to be safe, i was given 2 days MC .
to rest at home and at the same time,
monitor my temperature :O
cos, this H1N1 ...
the fever temperature will rise and fall regularly.

so troublesome.

worst of all; i have my POA test tmr ...
that means, i wont be able to take lor .
have to reschedule my time ...
hmm, poor thing sia .

pity my frens; be taking their POA test tmr ...
i had promise to teach them, but myself is unwell !
haizzz ...

0k 0k, off to rest ...

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2:12 PM
Tuesday, July 21, 2009

this lovely blog, had not been updated quite a while . yess.
im too busy larrh, busyy with projects ..
coming up events :

- wednesday: POM report submittion
- thrusday: POM presentation
- friday: POA test
- monday: ECONOMIC report submittion presentation
- 3rd aug: Efffective writing submittion !

urghh. its like very packed week for me sehh !
omg! im so feeling vexed right now .
its like ever rushing sehh ...

yesterday, im like about to breakdown ...
for my POM and ECONOMIC project .
however, for my Effective Writing,
im not really vexed as i can rely on kenneth, my group leader :))

well, i do hope this week would turn out better .

i cud not believe that, yesterday .
i reached home at 10pm .
i chiong, my POM proj till 9pm at school
its like my very first time, i stayed out in school.
not including that time i stayed back fer my STATISTIC proj ,
it was only till 7pm.
the school looks so dark, so silence .
without all the rushing here-and-there students .

okayy, i haf to stop here .
my turn to answer my poa tutorial .
chiao !

lot'sa love :JUU


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10:33 AM
Thursday, July 16, 2009







here are some pics, taken today . most of it is at FB :)
this familiar place gives me a nostalgic feeling :)
lovelovelovelove.
had such a great laugh and time with the two dearies .
heheh
Babe: Azie and Best buddy:Joe
hahha.

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11:53 PM

high. high. high.

i love this feeling :)
lovelovelove.
yesterday, thanks for the call , my sweetheart !

He'll be out this Friday !
yeah! although its 5pm, i can't wait !

see you :) my dearie :)

my KNIGHT IN DASHING POLICEMAN UNIFORM !

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11:38 AM
Tuesday, July 14, 2009


let me re-write:
[true friends]
- stick up for you when you're being put down

- will always have your back
- deserve all your turst and love
- lend you their shoulder when your sad
- can make you laught whenever
- don't care if you're crazy or quiet
- make you feel safe
- will never judge you
- will never put you down
- don't care what others thinks about you
- will love you forever
- will never forget you
- are the most precious gif grom God
to add:
Friends are those who would NEVER backstab you.
Friends are those who would KEEP your secret for you.
That is what a friend is!


Trusting people is indeed difficult .

SW0902, had some clashes with each other. Now everyone is like blaming each other.

Just because of yesterday (13 July ’09) event. Here is a glimpse of what happens;

Some of us ponteng (skip) our POM lecture, which is common for our class. Surprisingly, the lecturer got to know then she chose to mark the attendance manually.
Rumours flies that; someone in our class paitao (tell on us) us.
I was like; Mcspicy burger! Choco sundae lurhh sehh! [subb for my negative vocab].
Imagine when you heard that your OWN CLASSMATE tell on you.
It was such a [insert own negative vocab].
Heard that, we will be issued an OFFENCE LETTER. I’m super gonna die sia.

The worst is; [insert name] said that;
he/she thinks that Lionel (our mentor) will not take this matter serious.
Hey! Don’t be “clever” lahh, it’s an OFFENCE sia … how can he Lionel take this lightly?
For [insert name], you may not be worried like us lahh, because it is not you going through this.
If you are in our shoes, you will know what we feel; being ‘betrayed’ by someone whom you thought you had declared to be “A FRIEND”.

Now, those who attend the lecture yesterday are like pushing the blame on each other.
After hearing from different people, I’m totally disappointed with the class.

Okay lah, I agree with [insert name], that we need to be responsible for our actions. I know every action has its own consequences … so we have to be courage enough to face the music to our action. However, the thing that disappoints us the most is that; the one who told on us is our OWN CLASSMATE! If the one who told on us is from the lecture mates [The Fund Management students] I will not mind sia, but it’s like … tsk! tsk!

Hey peeps; we’re gonna be going through this poly life together for the next 3 years.
As a class of SW0902! Will not be changing any classmates, I will be like seeing your faces for the next 3 years. Having this incident, I’m so disappointed. I cannot imagine how my 3 years will be with SW0902!
This is poly life sia, we need to work together, learn to compromise and help each other.

I’m neither trying to side for anybody here nor blaming anyone. The consequences I will face it on my own, but I dun like the way we’re being sabotage.
Ain’t we supposed to be friends already? We’ve already been seeing each other for more than 3 months, yet this kind of thing happens. tsk tsk. Such a pity!

The worst is that, all this happens at the VERY END of the lecture. Can’t you just let us off, by getting your butt out of the lecture hall instead of opening that "beautiful mouth" to alert the lecturer?
If you have just kept your mouth shut, all these will not happen.
Thanks so much, for paitao-ing us! Indeed a friend.

Seriously speaking, I’m totally disappointed. When you did the same thing [ponteng lecture] we did not tell on you, but then you did the OTHERWISE. I’m totally upset.
Think negatively, this is only the 1st semester, there is like 5 more semester waiting. I can’t imagine what will happen for the next 5 semester

Once bitten twice shy

i'm totally dissappointed!

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10:05 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009

stupid people WITH stupid acts AT stupid places EXPECT stupid reaction. stupid-ly stupid !
hey, you are just plain STUPID

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8:18 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009

you turn out to be the person who i expected you to be .
typically, you're such a typical person .
no point to deny it anymore .
i knew you would turned out that way,
although you deny it in the first place ...
keep saying, that your a different person, not th same as others ...
well, see right now,
ain't you turning to dat type of person .
just like i said .
such typical ~

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12:14 AM
Saturday, July 11, 2009

get your ass off my life !

you're always pissing me off !

urghh !



1:01 PM
Thursday, July 9, 2009

muscle aching ...
shivering ...
teeth gritting ...
hot forehead ...

i guess, im falling ill now .
dun noe what came over me,
im so listless right now .
today,
at Statistic lecture ...
i was like drifting a way,
i was there physically but then mentally im not !

during, marketing tutorial
i drifted off so much,
lucky when Ms Lee, came by
my screen was at her tutorial slides .
lucky or whad ? haha .

today, i really not feeling well .
i dun feel like studying .
currently, is sports sci lesson
im busy updating my blog,
while mr damien, was going through
a new lecture slide .

" a twitching on upper lips and lower lips ..."
dat's all dat i heard .
hahah .

he was going through about
a questionnaire for new gym member ...

its about there ... i not really paying attention .
hahah . naughty me !

i guess, its b'coz about yesterday sleepless night .
that actually affect me till today !

share a good news:
i pass my econs test ...
i pass my effective writing test ...
i pass my poa test
i pass my pom test ...

yeah yeah .
im now waiting fer my
sports sci and statistic test results .

yeah yeah .
i love myself :))

miss my knight in dashing police uniform :))

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2:32 PM
Wednesday, July 8, 2009

pheew [ let out a LOUD sigh]
1 down, 3 to go ...

STATISTIC THEORY FOR BUSINESS, 1st presentation !
its such a relief ! i'm proud of my of my group mates,
for chiong-ing at the very last minute.
Burn midnight oil - its been a while since i did that .
i finished editing the PPT slide 3.30 AM,
too nervous that i able to sleep around 4+ am,
but i have to wake up at 6am .
lesson start at 8am !

call it lucky or what, JAY overslept and he was late ...
so the other group had to start first .. hehe .
[thanks to JAY, we are not the 1st grp to present]

i couldn't believe that i spend my afternoon,
to repay my sleepless night ...
that i didn't meet up with Dudette Sha,
sorry babe . i was too sleepy and my eyes is [ouch]

hehe. next time, we go out lah !
i gna make sure i will sleep early today !

knight-in-policeman-uniform :))

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10:34 PM
Tuesday, July 7, 2009














He's my sweetheart
He's my dear dear
He's the love of my life
He's everything to me ...
[aahh-choo]
allergic to craps! ya'right
well, he is my sweetheart ..
my dear dear
love of my life
and everything to me,
but all in the point of view of a lil sister :))
he's my closest and beloved cousin
hmm... how times has flies, he's legally 18 and turning 19 soon :)
before that, he's has to go through his 'phisical obstacle of his life'
his NS. he has to report tmr, 7th july :))
ouhh i g'na miss him badlly !
hehehe ...
he's is under POLICE .. can't believe it, with dat kinda of face and atittude ...
hmm ... [doubt so] hahah.
no lar ! hahah .
its been a while since i saw him ...
its funny fer us, miss each other when we never meet
but once we meet, we will cat&dog fight ...
teasing each other !
cute right !
he's my knight in policeman uniform .hahah [crap]
okayy la, cut the crap out !
to abang, i will miss you badly !
have 'fun' there ! take cae of yourself !
lovelovelovelovelovelove:JUU


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12:34 AM
Monday, July 6, 2009

if i forgets to say
'i love you'
it doesn't mean that i don't
if i forgets to say
'i miss you'
it doesn't mean ...
it doesn't mean that i don't







If I Forget - Delta Goodrem

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10:46 PM
Saturday, July 4, 2009

shores never meet yet they share the same sand ...
the moon and sun could never be one, yet the share the same sky ...
same with friends, who we don't meet but we will never
stop being friends ...

i was blog-hopping to those wo was in my Cliques list ... checking everyone's expansion in life . i felt a pain in my heart . i dun noe why . i jusr felt that i really misses them so much . i could feel that im growing apart from them . im no longer seeing them , im on my edge of tears . i really misses them . all those memories that i used to spend with them, flashes back in my mind . i really misses them . how i wish , i have the power to gather them right now, to say that i always misses you and to feel the familiar warmth when i was with them . although this distance we are having, i hope to minimise it . i really misses you .
i misses those time we had, in primary school --> secondary school --> now :)
i really misses that .
i miss we sitting together, sharing our problems ...
laughing our asas out ... till tears flows ...
all the ups & downs ~ i really misss that .
i miss these people :)
wa-ba-sha-za-ira-mal-azie-nura-nana-kinah-ikin-sara-mia-shidah-shahidah-jamilah-
man-mad-ron-nas-zai-aziz-min-din-
together with the others ... i love you people from the bottom of my heart :)

adding to my love, my new friends i made this year,2009 :)

i know, we could never go back in the past, but we can spend time in the future just like in the past .
re-create the familiar ambience .
i love you people :)

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12:33 PM
Friday, July 3, 2009











you & i ... sipping on my choco cream chip frapp. lovesloves :))
location: suntec's starbucks :))
guests: Juu, Jwen, Jolene

supposed to be doing our Statistic project, well we were all over the town area.
Shifting from Fullerton Starbucks --> Esplanade Library --> CityLink Starbucks --> Suntec Starbucks :))
L00king fer a suitable place to setttle down; im not asking fer much ...
a place that has:
- power plug
- comfy seats
- wireless connection
- air con
issit so difficult to find a place like this ?
hell ya !

well, i really hope that Singapore will make it all round wireless@sg ...
so that we, the poly student will not difficulty to find a place to do our projects .
why not, design a place which is appropriate for us to hold our group meeting,
insteas of us meeting up at Mcdonalds,
which cause such a trouble fer others who wants to have lunch there ...
maybe a place that is as wide as the Marina Barrage or Esplanade indoor ...
which will really help us, to have our group project there ...

there is like no point building such a big and high storey library,
when we are not able to make full use of it ...
then, having a lot of power plugs ...
but we are not allowed to use it .
these items will be such a waste !

omg ! im really f*- up sehh!
school is closed, then where else can we go to rush our school projects ?
hmm ... really hope that Singapore will be all-round wireless@sg , so that we won't suffer anymore .
pity those people who want to have dinner/lunch at restaurant and MCD ...
as we, poly students, are sitting there to do our project ...
which really have to make use of the wireless@sg .

p/s: no offence . just wanna share my opinion :))

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9:03 PM
Thursday, July 2, 2009

karma ...
what's goes around comes around ...
if you dun wan people to treat you that way,
then stop treating others like dat ...

i believe in karma,
so ya,
if you want him to treat you like a princess,
love of his life and
you want him to be loyal and honest to you ...

why dun you start the ball rolling,
by treating him as the love of your life ...
being loyal and honest to him ...

if you're bitching and flings around ...
dun assume that he won't do that to you !

p.s: be wary of your actions ...

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10:32 PM
beliefs

Eventually, everything
will fall into place.
hello

Julaiha Rosli
Since '91





Don't come and tell me
that you know me well enough,
when i'm still getting to know
my own self.




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