Photographing the past
Saturday, August 15, 2009

right now, this minute . my elder sister is like snoring away in her sleep.
its already 1.39PM, and she is still in her bed.
like omg la .

just now, i was playing with the guitar and she snap at me;
"before i cut off the string, you better stop playing"
"i wanna sleep"

like wth ? its already in the afternoon .
serve you right, for staying up so late outside .
right now, you complaining that im disturbing you?

hey, its like in the afternoon where people enjoy .
what the hell are you covered up in the blanket and sleeping ?

bitch! call me early morning to unlock the door for you,
without any thank-you, right now you are scolding me ?
like, wat the banana ?

keep saying your damn tired,
what are you really tired from ?

ask you to look for jobs, you say wait tills your b'day is over .
hey! its already over your b'day and yet i dun see any effort !
what i dislike the most,
you go around telling your guy-friends the same old story .
like you had to stop studying because you have to carry the responsibility ...
says the family is sucking up to your salary .

like please lar,
during secondary school, you choose to skips school .
you choose not to study, doing badly for your N level .
you say you're tired from studying, you want to start working .

right now, you overturn the whole story ..
saying that daddy dun let you to study ?
you are the one that choose that path, you blame everyone in the family .
saying they pamper me alot ?

hey, if you want to know ...
during my N-level holiday, i was working i did not even get to taste my salary .
when my O- level holiday, i work, i also barely get to use it .
did i ever blame my family ,
No, because i know they are in need . that's why i dun mind .

y'know, during this SEPTEMBER semester break,
i have to work for the full-month .
daddy had plan it for me,
i dun want b'cos, i thought of just slacking at home .
but y'know what mummy says ?
" who else can we depend on, your sister ?"
then, i just agree .
cos i know, you would not want to contribute to the family .

i seriously think, if you want to gain people sympathy,
please starting changing the whole story,
because whenever, i overhear it .
i feel like puking .
the worst is that, the guys can actually believe !
omg la . stupid issit ?

how can she holds a huge responsibility,
when she dun even have a sense of responsibility ?

* im just letting out everything, if you dun like, you can just ignore this post *
i promise for a birghter and livelier post, next time *

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