Kissing you goodbye... Starting my new life... Now i finally know that i'm done and through with you. You are not the one who can give me all. Kissing you goodbye... No more needs to try. Now i know exactly what i wanna do with my life. You will not be there Cause we have nothing more to share... - kissing you goodbye by Jesse McCartney :D
Last time, when i was listening to this song i could not understanf it true meaning of those words. Right now, while typing this note to express my feeling and listening to this song by pure coincidence I finally understand its true meaning if what Jesse McCartney is trying to tell me through this song.
i was looking through your profile & pictures and i found out that you were no longer the guy whom i used to know. that's why right now; i finally decide to let you go freely. i see there is no point thinking about you, when you are not there thinking about me. i guess it is time for me to preach what i always say. i always advise my friends, to move on with their life when thier love life sucks and do not hold on to something when the other party does not bother. therefore, it is time for me to do likewise. right now, i would not want to hope for you anymore. cos, the one that i had been hoping for retun these few years is not you, but is the "old" you.
you had already changed completely and i do not know who you are right now. i guess, the old you are gone at the same time when we ended out story too. i tink its time to really move on and just leave our memories untouched and let it jsut stay as a memories. now, i realised that the person who i had waited, for all these year had already gone and "dead" on 5 years ago :(
i could not see any other reason why would i have to wait for you again. it's like pointless for me to wait, when the old you, whom i loved, are totally gone. i guess, this is the best solution for us. it takes 2 hands to clap. it takes 2 individual to start a realtionship. it toook effort and love to keep things in realtionship going. right now, it was me, who all along been picking up all those broken pieces trying to put them together. even when i was cut by those pieces, you were never there to comfort or to even bother. i't getting tired of trying to put the broken pieces together because im the only one making the effort. which certainly would never get a whole picture and right now. i chose to give it all up.
therefore, i choose to preach what i always say to my friends. to just let you go, if we're meant to be then we would end up together again. i believe in fate and destiny, therefore maybe with god willing; our path would eventually intersect and we may be able to start things from there. Boy, i never regretted loving you and had you once in my life. i hope all the best for you.
