Sunday, January 17, 2010
well oh well, i know after this post is being published. by all means, you would be even reading this. it would be from my babe that informed you, or even when you could finally understand me, which resulted in me writing this post. yes, i will post pretty much everything in my life and which i want others to know what is going on with my life. firstly, i just wanna tell you that i dislike the way you get things around. the timing is just ain't right and i totally hate it to the freaking core. just when i have already cleared everything in my mind, you came back and restore it. why can't you just live your life. i do not even care if you are still engulf with freaking guilt. as what i gonna say, you deserve it very well. i'm not being sarcastic but i'm just being plain true right here. ~ have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart, well you could try sleeping in my bed ~dude, what i can say right now is that. i have already forgiven you sincerely, but i never forgets what happened. i just treat it as a lesson learnt from a bad nightmare. it's hard to forget someone that used to be so meaningful in your life, but i'm fine right now and i love my life now. i'm getting fine, after all the pain and shits happened.
which rules states that even if you're forgiven you have to start talking like per normal?
it's like my freaking personal stuff lahh, i wanna talk to you again or not ?
who are you in my life sehh?
you're just someone i USED to know back then only.
it's up to myself whether i wanna talk to you again or not...
right now, i just feel that i'm better off NOT TALKING to you !
you know what, im glad that you could now make it to my present and hopefully not in my future. because i love the people i have right now by my side. you can help me in a way, just by getting your butt out of my life and be a stranger.you said, you wanted to talk to me ... however, for me, i do not think that we have anything to talk about. eversince you make yourself clear, we already had nothing in common, even to talk about. there is nothing to make things clear because everything is so clear and i'm jolly well done and over with it. memories do visits but why bother to let it replay in your mind ?just shut that thoughts away, and treat it just like a nightmare.dude, we're living in 2010, now.why bring up the past which is like a 2008 -2009 stuff ??i'm happy with my life now, because i have finally accept the current fate and i've moved on and i'm ain't looking back because the slightest hope, i had already buried together last year.p.s: the thing that is freaking pissed me off, is that ...you are coming to my babe and telling all this sorry-shits when i have already erased you and i have already moved on.you did the same old thingy last year .i'm freaking pissed-off.dude, i know you have jolly well moved on too. so just let things be. don't bring something from the past with you to the present. i believe this :- everything happen for a reason, and why he could not manage to be in your present and your future.- karma, what goes around comes around ...- when your love does not happen with this person, it just mean that someone else loves you more.Finale: I love my 2010, and i'm glad your not part of it. i've moved on and i'm so proud of myself. my life is close to prefection without you.P.S: Your current unstable relationship hiccups, does not have anything got to do with me. it's just fate and destiny. i feel that, you're not worth to be even in my thoughts now.
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