Photographing the past

Thursday, April 8, 2010

hmpk. i know my lil cousin is trying to be that lil-clever-matchmaker for me, but things aren't just doing great for me.
i received a text from her saying that she just passed my number to this friend.
i could not say anything because, she had already passed it, not like she is asking my permission before passing it on.
she was just informing me that she had already passED my number.

yeah, so we did texted a lil yesterday. everything was pretty alright until thing got worse when i did not reply his text
and he gave me like another 3 textes before giving me a call.
like durh - i did not pick up his call & what irks me the most is like,
he is acting like someone so important to me, that i have to report to him every single thing i'm doing.

hello boy, you're not even my boyfriend. why would in the world, do i have to report to you everything.
& you don't need to call up on me to check.

i freaking hate it when he sent me this text
"did you receive my text?"
" nevermind. so, you didn't even realise that i call you just now? "
- excuse me, technically i saw you were calling but i just did not wanna answer it.
i just find it pretty much irritating cos you are acting as if you own me ( which you NOT)
i do not mind, if you wanna be friends with me, but not to the extent that i have to report stuff to you.
hey we're not even together and there is no string attached.

seriously speaking, you're starting to freak me out and i'm really ain't interested.
right now, i hate the fact that my lil cousin are doing this to me.
yeah, im jolly well know that you're freaking attached with your dearest boyfie
but that doesn't mean that i'm not being jolly well happy staying single.
who say you need a boyfie to be jolly well happy with your life?

i know you're trying to help here.
but i'm doing great by myself
and i just want things to happen naturally.
i know that my mr. is somewhere out there, it's just that our path has yet to intersect.
i'm not in the mood and i'm not seeking for a boyfie right now.
i just want things to get better for myself and family right now.
other stuff can wait and their time will come eventually.

all i want right now is for my dearest to know that,
i'm happy with my single life eventhough i do get jealous seeing lovebirds.
but i will just cast that aside because there are other things in life
that needs my attention.

if that mr. do come by, i won't give it a pass.
not to worry, i will inform everyone if that happens.

Greatest love is not a love by someone
Greatest love is not when you love someone
Greatest love is when you love yourself :)

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