for myself, i'm so sick of being the nice girl, understanding, always following rules, soft-hearted person in the household. being too nice, people are just taking the advantage of myself. i'm just being people's doormat and it really hurts me deep inside. even when being too nice, i was scolded for other's fault - which is totally unfair for myself. while i'm being blamed, others just freely walk away.the only reason i got for that was that " it's hard to talk sense you your elder sister"
ohgosh! like excuse me! she's is still your daughter and you ought to make her at least have the basic courtesy and respect when at home. ohgosh!
the most thing i freaking hate my elder sister to the very core is just that - she can just freaking pretend like nothing is her fault and she is the angel one at home. just like she is not even responsible for doing any house chores.
her only reason to back her up - from doing house chores is that she is working.
timeout! foryourfreakingbrainlessinformation; me, myself is also working. which makes us equal.
you, working extra hour? hell ya right, get this in your head. when you're having your off-day, you went out from morning till the next morning causing you to have less/no rest for work. Hey! it's like spitting in the air - which makes you to be more dirtier. useyourfreakingbrain. having off-day, you can just rest at home to rejuvenate yourself, yes you can go out but there is no need for you to like go out like the whole 24hours right in a day.
i'm not trying to be disrespectful here but i'm just losing my patience and my losing my cool. i'm tired of taking the blame of what i did not do. i'm tired of being the nice and understanding girl. i'm tired of being used and taken advantage of. you want me to respect you, hey! try by respecting others first. show some basic courtesy and respect at home first.
there is just one thing i wanna say to you;
Girl, seriously speaking you had lost your respected position since that day and i'm not sure if you can be respected again or not.
sometimes i wonder, why i have such sister at the very place. but fact cannot be changed, you're my biological elder sister :(
