everyone in the class seems to be link with just 1 common thing - play sports .
i agree, i do not play sport - but that does not stop me from taking Sports & Wellness Management right ? i do not play sports - does not means that i dislike sports . i like sports but i do not want to play sport competitively - i'd rather play if during my leisure period.
*** im drowned in the silence rain just now ***
i felt so not in place, i really misses my secondary school environment .
in my class; some do play sports and some does not.
however, when it comes to class sports activity - we participate actively .
in my class; i do not have friends that keep complaining how fat they are - when they are skinny .
the complain " i'm so fat " has never existed in my class .
in my class; there is no clear division of cliques
everyone are just united as a class :)
i'm not trying to show that how bad my new classmate are ... they are awesome people however, things are just not doing great for me .
someone tell me;
" like seriously, do you even play sports ?"
" you don't even look like someone that play sports?"
" you're so fat "
" take up sports lah, you lazy "
- it's not that i'm lazy or what, it's just that poly sports team is not open for
training purpose, they are only open for competitive squad.
- yea, i do not play sports but that does not mean that i hate sports .
- who say every skinny people play sports ?
- how should someone who play sports look like anyway ?
i'm serious trying my very best to fit in, however, i feel weird. i like sports but maybe for competitive level- i'm not there .
please, don't judge me just by first impression and my cliques. my cliques; have been playing sports since like Forever while i'm like Rarely . Don't say i never try, because you are the one walking in my shoe and you don't know what i fee .
- only God know how i truly feels -
** how i wish i could just ignore these stuff and live life as per normal .
i miss being that sunshine in me . ***
i'm not a sport person but that doesn't mean that i'm not sporty and outgoing . i like sports as a leisure activity but not on competition level.
seriously, i do not know and i'm very upset about this .
* i cried as i type this blog *
