Photographing the past

Saturday, July 31, 2010

well, im supposed to be either doing my factsheet or be asleep at this moment.

i know i know, i will drag myself to bed later okay.

it's a promised.

seriously, i got nothing to do right now

( apart for the fact that im supposed to rush my factsheet & newsletter now)

well, fcuk it okay.

things has been going on great these few days.

i'm being my happy for having a great friends around me.

however, to side track stuff.

this minor thing are just going on a lil too fast on my side.

it's too early to justify but let's see how we get thing going as day passes.

don't make promises which you are unsure that you can fulfill it or not.

i treat promises as a piece of paper.

once it's crumble, no matter how hard you try to make it proper again

the crumble would not go away.

i can't deny the fact that my heart is weaving but it's too early to confirm about it.

if this also does not work out,

please people don't ask me why i'm still in singlehood and i find love negative.

Juu's qoute:

my love is a balloon,

once the string snapped,

i'll be gone with the wind

and you would not see me again .

12:29 AM

Monday, July 26, 2010

happy birthday to you...

happy birthday to you ...

happy birthday to JESSICA TEO SOCK HUA

happy bithday to you ...

that girl on my right, is Jessica Teo.

it's her birthday today !

i wanna wish her a greatest birthday ever.

happy legalization Jessica Teo :))

i know i always disturb you with Kenneth.

it's just a joke that whenever i'm bored i would say.

i would disturb you until your face turns red.

till you blushes like nobody business.

i really want to thanks you from the bottom of my heart

for always being there, when ever i'm down.

thanks for listening to my grumble and problems.

thanks for all the wisdom words that you offered just to perks me up.

i dislike TEP right now, because our clique are now separated and we could not meet each other

often like before. it would take us weeks, before we could spend time together.

i miss going to starbucks, drinking and bitching about our life.

lastly, have a great day Jess.

hope it would be your best birthday ever :)))

12:15 AM

Monday, July 19, 2010

that babe next to me is no other than my great bestfriend - girlfriend. officially on 19th July, she is leaving Singapore to study abroad for the next 3 years. yes, i gonna miss her like super crazy. she's been there through my ups & downs.

she is the first person that i would run to, when i have a problem.

she is my shoulder to cry on.

she is my pillar of support when i gave up.

practically, we grew up together and getting to know each other true colours.

we managed to know each other hidden words.

we know each other tears behind those fake smiles.

we do not even have to say out everything because we clearly understand each other.

as her bestfriend, im trying my very best not to shed tears in front of her.

pretending that im alright yet, im not.

i'm so gonna miss her.

babe, if you wanna know...

i kept quiet when you told me that your leaving on 19th because for me it was too early and i felt that i have not spend a lot of my time with you.

the day that i slept at 7.30am is when i was rushing to do your video that i gave it to you.

the reason that i keep myself busy with work, is because i'm trying to run away form the reality that

you are going away on the 19th July.

i know no matter how much i run away from facing the truth, the day would still come for you to leave.

however, i'd rather spend my mind off thinking your leaving so that i would not be hurt that much.

this passed few days, i've been thinking on how would my life be without you.

who do i run to, for that listening ear?

for that shoulder to cry on ?

for that hanging out ?

i know i can't be selfish. i gotta let you go peacefully and with the smile on my face.

i'm happy for you, that your pursuing your future.

but i gonna miss the hell out of you.

i could not get myself to say goodbye directly. therefore here is my last farewell.

babe, azdiyatul akmah.

take care of yourself and study hard. i know your character, you do not want to make others worry about you but if you really have problem that you cannot handle yourself. please, call me and we will talk about it okay. i know your a very independent girl and i know you would be very well taken care by your family and friends there. i really hope you would not forget me :) yes, i may not be there to face any problem with you but i promise you that what ever problem you have, you are not facing it alone. you got me to rely on.

i wanna thank you for being there always for me. listen to my whining and always pampering me :)

we're like a twin, so your problem are my problems too :))

anyway, my dad says; once your back from KL he will treat again to dinner at Holiday Inn Park View Hotel.

will be looking forward to see you. i'm looking forward for my birthday, because i know you would be there to celebrate with me.

girlfriend, love you sangat sangat ! take care okay. keep in touch okay. gonna miss you very muchiee.

love, julaiha

1:00 AM

Monday, July 12, 2010

things may not go as planned. why keep blaming people around, it just a plain waste of time. instead, get up to your feet and look at the other side of the coin and create a new pathway for yourself. there's no gain for you, to stuck in the moment of blaming others. you should just put all those a side and get back to the track of life.

life is tough, as long as you're still breathing you need to keep going and living. no matter how hard you fall and how many times you tripped down. Push yourself off the ground and start making miracles.

Always remember, everything in life happened for a reason. It may be your fate or destiny but it your own fate and destiny. No one can write your story except for yourself. people around you are just some character you meet through out your life.

they can leave a big impact in your life or they are just plain passerby.

12:47 AM

Saturday, July 3, 2010

yes. it feel like days since i update this outdated blog of mine.

rather busy and lazy to update.

there's nothing much to blog about these days.

anyway, here's an update recently.

a happy birthday to my dearest brother, Muhammad Zainuddin :)

sorry, please ignore the fact that the birthday boy look so Undress as we tricked him on just to meet for lepak. it was a last minute and budget surprise for him.

however, it was filled with a huge amount of sincerity and love :)

we did something rather creative for him, specially from the 4 of us.

Din, Azie & I :))

it was a major last minute, half and hour before meeting up with b'day boy we create this at Fajar Mac before heading to Din's void deck. We had a great help from Din in persuading b'day boy to meet up for lepak. yeahh it was a great turn out.

anyway, had a great short celebration and glad that b'day boy was touched by our surprise.

it's not that we forgot our dearest brother birthday, but it was pre - planned. heheh.

i hope that the 4 of us would still have this friendship in time to come :)

happy birthday Zai :))

11:28 PM