Monday, August 30, 2010
" I've never believe in giving second chances because,
why is there a need of second chances when you can just do things right from the beginning "
Once looked away, i'm not turning back
Cos i'm done right here.
Okay, Bye !
1:10 AM
Monday, August 9, 2010
Don't be in a relationship because you're bored.
Be in a relationship because you're ready to.
I came across this words when i was online, which i truly agreed.
If you were to really ask me, do i really missed being in a relationship.
If i reply you " NO" - it would be a total lie, however i do not want to be in a relationship
just because i'm lonely.
It's not because that i'm still not over my ex bf.
yes indeed our relationship was a bad break up, however i know it was for the better for the both of us
and it is just a matter of time that things will end.
* well, not gonna elaborate about my past relationship*
i'm happy that he's happy with his new relationship.
i'm happy too that we ended.
I really miss being in love but I don't want to get hurt.
Therefore, i'm keeping my heart to myself for this time being.
I do not want anymore puppy-love and serious-relationship-say-only
I want someone that will love me for who I am,
that would not complain on how ugly and fat I am.
who would appreciate all those little things I did for him.
who love my insecurities, my nags, my longs to be pampered.
who gonna hold my hands in front of his friends and admit that we're together even before anyone ask him.
" ehh ( insert name),she's my girl! *looking me* "
who gonna bring me over to his house and let me get close with the family without being shy of my appearance.
who would look at other girls and says " only you, ain't no other"
who would assure me, whenever my insecurities comes and visits me.
important of all, who love me, my family and my friends as well.
am i too demanding? well, if the next guy that i gonna get involved with does not have all these.
well, i guess he must had something close to my ideal. that's why i give him the chance to be.
till now, i've yet to find you.
i will just wait and go on with the flow of life.
happiness comes to people that wait.
love yourself truly first, in order to be love by others.
11:00 PM
Saturday, August 7, 2010
well, i was freaking bored that day. that i just simply asked my younger brother to sit with me
& i start taking pics with him.
upon the pics, i realised that we look a like (durhh, we're sibling) haha.
simply love him to the extent that if i do wanna have a baby, i would love to have someone like him.
naughty yet obedient. awww.
* did i just praised him too much *
i love to disturb him and hug him till dad actually told us that " you kids are like having an affair"
oh a big no no! it's against the law plus the religion. haha.
i love haziq because, he is adorable-ly sweet and irritating at the same time.
only siblings can be like that.
he used to tell me, not to have a boyfriend because if i do,
that shows that i do not love him. haha.
so naive of him. haha.
no matter what happens. haziq is still my favourite boy and that will not change :)
my favourite boy till the end of time :)
11:28 PM
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Someday,
thing will eventually makes sense to you.
So, for now ...
Just laugh at the confusion,
smile through the tears
and keep reminding yourself
that everything happens for a reason
8:06 PM
