i miss watching you. pretending doing my own stuff, while catching the sight of you from the corner of my eye. instant smile, whenever i see your face or even knows that you are near.

yes, boy it's been years now. I know and i do not mind that you are happily attached to that girlfriend of yours. However, why do i still get the butterflies in my stomach whenever i hear news about you or simply when i see you. Somewhat, i wish that you would be there waiting up for me. Simply sitting down at the void deck just to wait up for me.

Hate to admit, but a part of me is still hoping for you and yes, i'm still waiting for you.