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Thursday, January 27, 2011

I was so bored that i research this :

September 11 Birthday

YOUR SIGN - Virgo

YOUR ELEMENT - Earth

YOUR RULERS - Mercury, Saturn.

September 11 Birthday interpretation.

The September 11 Virgo birth date identifies with an individual who has a very strong artistic temperament, good artistic abilities and a very sound eye for detail.

These September 8 qualities could certainly indicate that you are the type of person who may not be too happy in having to exist in the general hectic rat race of an everyday environment.

With a good sense of vision and a keen eye for detail, then any form of creative activity should appeal to you. The art of sculpting for example should match with your talents.

As a September 11 you do have significant talent, and you may well give consideration to foregoing a regular income earning activity in order to work on creative projects and activities.

Before you do so however, make sure to give due consideration to all the risks involved in relation to your personal circumstances. Be very practical in your assessments, and then and only when you are totally comfortable with your idea, concept and plans, should you take the plunge.

You should endeavour to utilize your power for vision toward the need for long term planning, as this is an important factor to maintain organization in your life.

The effect of the Lunar energies can act to influence, and a to boost your sense of imagination. In this respect therefore, you might like to consider pondering upon some of you more important creations during the time of a full moon.

The September 11 birth date identifies with literary talent, and this could lead you to a desire to express you’re ideas, concept and feelings in writing.

As a Virgo sign you are subject to the influences of Mercury, and these can help to inspire your thoughts and visualizations in a manner, free from emotional intrusions.

In this respect therefore, the activity of writing can be a very good mental practice for you, and when you do so, you should allow your thoughts, concept, ideas and feelings to be freely expressed.

Your writing area is likely to be described as organized clutter, and even where you might in this modern day and age use a computer, the simple act of sharpening a pencil could be an activity to encourage your writing mood.

As a September 11 birth date, you are by nature a very restless and adventurous type of person who will enjoy travelling, visiting and seeing as much of our world as you can.

Organization is important to you, and you are not the type of person who will to just leave things to chance. In fact, you are unlikely to be able to relax and enjoy yourself unless every thing is organized and in its place.

Where travelling for example, you will make sure to have travel insurance, that you have all necessary travel documents in order, and that are carrying the appropriate types of clothing for your mode of travel and climate conditions.

You are likely to pack all the medicines, cosmetics, toiletries, and other bits and pieces that you could ever need, and where any pets are concerned, ensure that that are safely cared for while you are away.

In your travels you will certainly tend to favour the more luxurious environments, and in settings where, your every need is catered for with pleasant cordiality, and courteousness.

As a September 11 your path entails that of gaining a thorough understanding of the principle of the division of labour.

As example, complex jobs can usually be completed less expensively by a large number of people, where each performs a small number of specialized tasks rather than, by only one person attempting to complete the entire job.

This is pattern therefore that calls for the pursuit of specialization and your own personal refinement. The irony of this path however, is that your ultimate expression is linked to that of outstanding cooperation with other people.

For you, satisfaction and fulfilment occurs when others are as well-rewarded as you are yourself.

As example, where one is engage in a team sport, they can learn to discover the position in which they perform the best. Then they can enjoy the results when the team as a whole, proves to be successful.

The colours of peach, white, dark blue, beige, and a greyish/green resonate well with this birth date, and the gemstone of “citrine” is one that can help you to identify with your specialty talents.

On the home front, the September 11 will want to establish a homely but organized in-home environment for comfort, contentment and happiness.

You should endeavour to incorporate some reminders of you earth element within the home, and these could take the form of an earthen vase or urn filled with sheaves of dried flowers or some fresh wildflowers.

Small containers or boxes to hold supplies or keepsakes can be interesting decorative objects for you.

You do have an attraction for those more delicate things in life, so that some fine crystal ware, vases, bowls or glasses will be good items for both display and your visual appreciation.

The organizational aspects of your personality are likely to be well expressed in your kitchen with the correct gadgets or utensils for each and every need positioned or stored in convenient places within your working area.

On the out doors front, the September 11 will enjoy wide-open rural landscapes. Farming environments can be of particular appeal to you.

If you happen to live in a rural or farming environment you could have a great interest in the natural fauna as well as an interest in the processing and preserving of fruits, vegetables and pickles etc. An herb garden could be a favourite endeavour and activity.

Your garden is likely to be well organized and incorporate some interesting, if not unusual features forms of unusual rock features or carved, sculptured garden ornaments. A birdbath or bird feeder could be a pleasurable feature to have.

Your special magic numbers are 2 and 3. The number two represents that of replication, dependence, and polarized expression, and the number three adds the helpful influences for creative self-expression and development. This will help your personal on-forward progression and improvement


1:37 AM
Monday, January 24, 2011

Feeling so down, that i guess the only option for me is to just walk away now.
I do not want to be hurt, feeling all the aching and pain when you do not even know that I exists.
We can have a lot in common, but i guess i'm just out of your league.
You are the kind of person, but I'm not.
So, walking a away is the option now?
I don't want to get anymore hurt, today's pain is enough.

I'm walking away... leaving everything to fate.
you're my common boy ... but i'm out of your league.

11:59 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2011

If something was really important,
fate made sure it somehow came back to you,
and gave you another chance.



11:55 PM
Sunday, January 9, 2011


When the thought of giving everything up and
to just curl myself up in a ball and sleep through the hurt and anger.
When everything does not fall into places and everything is going against me.
I would stare the picture above and smile instantly,
it's not because i'm looking at my own photo.

Looking at the quotes it gives me calmness and within moment i'm back to my old self.
I'm the type of girl, that could still be laughing and smiling my ass off even though everything surrounds me are falling apart.
I have always believe in;
" Keep Smiling, even if everything falls apart"

Like mentioned, Everything will be okay. You just have to believe it will.
It may not be now, but it will someday.

It will never rains forever.


3:36 AM
Thursday, January 6, 2011

i guess, i'm done here.

11:40 AM
Tuesday, January 4, 2011

People can say that you're a weakling and a crybaby, but no ones knows how strong you really are except for yourself. Only you, yourself that knows your strength limitation.

Daddy always disturb me, on how i used to be a crybaby when i was a kid.
My instant reaction would be crying out loud, even just by a slight raise of voice.
I admit, i used to be a crybaby.
Everyone has their own soft spot.

Recently, i do not know what's came up in my mind until i got myself this thoughts.
I composed myself, stronger.

I told daddy that, never judge me as a weakling and a crybaby just because i used to be one.
Yes, i may have my soft spot but only myself knows how strong i am.
If i'm not strong at will,
i would not even been here writing this post and living for the past 19 years.

This is related to the facts, that my parents made a decision back 19 years ago not to bring me into this world - an unplanned pregnancy, abortion.
Simply it's because, they had just had my elder sister therefore to have me,
it would be too early since my elder sis have not even a year old.

I cried, when mummy told me that she ate all the different type of herbal things
just to clear me away. She had to ate pineapples all,
but still she could not get rid of me.
It was then, they decided to keep me.

From there, i know that i'm a strong girl at will because i could withstand the pressure that my parents wanted to get rid of me.
I still hold on.
People may say, it God and it's simply not about me.
But i will put it this way, I was strong at will to be born in this family and God gave me the strength to hold on and God and I shared a reason on why am i born in this family.

I'm proud to be the daughter to my parents and
i thank God for giving me this chance to live in his beautiful world.

There were times, when i wanted to give up
but each time i want to give up i would think on how much pressure and struggle
i pulled through to be able to live.

Lastly, i want to know what is my reason for living in this world
and to be a part of this family.
Sayang Allah, Mama, Abah <3>

1:14 AM
beliefs

Eventually, everything
will fall into place.
hello

Julaiha Rosli
Since '91





Don't come and tell me
that you know me well enough,
when i'm still getting to know
my own self.




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