Wednesday, March 30, 2011
There are people who will only come knocking on your door, when they need your help. When they got no one else to depend on, they would come running to your door step. It sucks, when you thought that you mean something in their life but the truth is that you are just a backdrop in their life. Without you, their life would still go on. These people know that you are dependable during their rough time, they know that you are very kind to be there for them when they really need someone support. However, when they are at the top, you were not even in their mind.
These people will have their karma back twice the times, for taking advantage of others kindness. Sometimes, it is because the person is too kind and you depended on them too much that you did not realize that you had gotten them for granted.
One day, when you are really in need, the person who had always been there to back you up, to help you up would realize that it is all enough and will turn away their back. When you realize that, it will be too late.
So right now, if you do have a friend that are your backdrop do treasure them because if you do lose them, you will regret it alot.
9:58 PM
Monday, March 28, 2011
I'm really tired pretending that everything is alright. Being the sunshine, when all I want to do is to break down and cry. I want to tug myself under my blanket, cover with pillow and burst into tears and scream like nobody business. Just because there is always a smile on my face, it does not always means that I'm alright. I pretended so much of being alright until people could not even differentiate if I'm still pretending or am I really happy. It sucks, big time. Sometimes, it's hard to preach your own advice. I've always believe in "everything will be alright, when you believe it will" and " keep on smiling even though things were to fall apart" I do still believe in these, that what keep me going through my life. However, there is a limit and I hope i can withstand this, seriously. I know, I'm strong. Julaiha, you gotta hold on and keep going.
11:17 PM
Sunday, March 13, 2011
I gonna let this thing end.
Gotta get you out of my mind.
Enough of that
hot - then - cold treatment
high - then low - rollercoaster.
i'm done here.
8:26 PM
Monday, March 7, 2011
i miss ...
your face.
your laughter.
your smile.
your smell.
your voice.
your concern.
your care.
your touch.
i guess i pretty much miss you.
i would trade uncountable moment just to be with you :)
10:03 PM
