Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Friends are people that you think are your friends
But they're really your enemies, with secret identities
and disguises, to hide they're true colors
So just when you think you're close enough to be brothers
they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't looking
people come and go, leaving scars and footprint in our life.
There are people that we're glad that we met and there are people we wished we had never met.
12:57 AM
Saturday, June 18, 2011
People got their heart broken, mine got damaged.
10:41 PM
Friday, June 17, 2011
I came across this on Twitter:
When a boy break a girls heart,
she still feels it when he run into each other 3 years later.
6:21 PM
Saturday, June 11, 2011
you're not in my shoe, so you don't know what i've been through. Since you don't know anything about my life, don't come up to me and give me all this shit that you thought, it will do me.
I have my own reasons for my actions.
This is the reason why i dread meeting up with my guys ex-schmates because they will end up asking about her. i'm not jealous or what, it's just that what made you guys think that i know about her whereabouts. Her life does not revolves around mine, so why are you guys keep bugging me with questions.
I do not give a fucking damn about what she's doing right now, who she's dating now all that. If you really want to know, why not just ring her up and shoot her with questions.
Just because we're related by blood, that does not means that i know everything that happened in her life. Frankly, it's been years since we last talked and it was her who initaited the silence treatment so why must it be me that break the ice? Will it be fair for me? Getting all the blame just because of her actions?
Stop comparing me with her, we're completely two different people.
It really hurts to see that people, whom i thought to be my friends are jugding me directly without knowing the whole story of my life.
It's like i'm fighting a losing battle, even before i could stand up for my right, i've already been judged. She's the apple of your eyes, that's why whatever I say and do would be seen as bad, negative and wrong to you. She's the angelic one and i'm the fucking bitch to you.
Thanks for leting me realize that yesterday. Right now, i realize that just by having looks,body and slutty manners you can win over a guy completely until he loses his right state of mind. It been years since i've tolerated being compared, judged, mock by you guys. Right now, i know where i stand thanks for making me see that clearly yesterday.I have my breaking point too.
I know, this thing will still continue and there is a limit to my patience. Breaking a friendship would be the last resort to this.
5:12 PM
Friday, June 3, 2011
Every failure is a lesson learnt. I got burned and it was a lesson learnt. I can recall your remarks, "I thought you prefer temantapimesra/nostringattached/friendswithbenefits"
Thanks to that lesson learnt, I learnt to never let these come across in my life again, because it hurts much more than a real true relationship.
Simply the reason, is that even after the failure you still do not know if all those moments, promises made and had was just a plain for fun or there was a real love for a moment?
That's why i'd rather stay the way I am than being back to square one. It's pointless & it's dumb to be repeating the same mistake.
To answer back to you; Yes indeed I prefer in those temantapimesra/nostringattached etc because you are not tied down to a commitment. However, from that failure I realize it will never be successful because there is a low possibility to just be a platonic friendship.
Along the way, you will fall in love with him:her but it's just s matter of how courage you are to come clean with it.
Yes, I did fall & I did believe that we had something between us. Sadly, I got crashed! Thanks to that, I hate temantapimesra/nostringattached all!
If I can't go official and public, I'd rather stay the way I am.
12:24 AM
