Thursday, September 29, 2011
What if, the one that you have always wanted is the not the one you actually need?
Wait, how long does waiting for someone would then be waited, like waited too long?
Would my life be better, if i had not know you? Would my life be better, if our path does not crossed?
Do you know what sucks? It is knowing the need to let go, but I choose to hold on. That sucks big time, and that is what you would never understand.
This post would specially dedicate to my #highschoolcrush.
Firstly, i would like to thank you for the beatiful memories since high school.
You made my high school life amazing. You're my motivation to get up every morning to attend school.
You're also my inspiration to fight on my 2 major exmaination to fight for a place in Poly.
Thank you for all that, eventhough you do not realize that.
However, for now ... I realize that i have just waited too long and it will just be another wasteful wait for you.
I have always reserved this heart of mine for the boy, whom heart is away with someone else.
Therefore, I got to be brave and cold, to walk away rather than to stay around this infatuation.
I got to put a stop to this infatuation as it would never be up to the next level.
Therefore, I'm done waiting and i'm walking away from all these.
Dear #highschoolcrush, you would still be that special someone whom holds a special place in my heart.
The next time the thoughts of you appear in my mind, i would remember you just as a casual friend.
I hope my close friends would understand this and stand by me.
I'm letting go of you, #highschoolcrush, you're my #hardest goodbye but since it is for the better.
4:55 PM
