Hmm... When I'm questioned why am I still a single girl? Instantly, it hurt me a lot. I do get this question a lot and I always dread answering them.
Plus, I hate when people come to conclusion that I'm a high maintenance girl, I'm a picky girl.
I'm not that sort of girl, there is just something that I have been keeping all quiet about.
To tell you the truth, I'm not picky nor a high maintenance girl. I'm just a simple girl, that next door girl. If you still wonder why am I still all single up till now.
Simple... I, Julaiha feel herself not worthy to be loved in any way or another. I feel that I'm not pretty or amazing for any guy to fall head over heels with. I don't feel as though I'm special in any way. I have always believe that no guy would fall or like me, love me. That's the reason why I'm still single up till now.
Also, what happened in the past do make me realize that I'm not worthy for anyone.
If I'm worthy, he would have made our relationship public and known. By this, it truly shows that I'm not worthy for a guy to love me the way I am.
All I want is for a guy to understand this.
Don't keep saying that I'm a high maintenance girl or picky girl.
All I need is that one guy, to point up to his friends "that's her, my girlfriend"
It's the simple wish yet the hardest to attain.
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