Ooohh, I realize that my last entry was March... heyy, that's is seriously a long time ago. hahaha...

I wonder how many have ever feel so troubled over someone, whom do not even bother or thought about you?

how do you shut a feeling away, when you have spend nearly a decade of your life adoring and putting someone at a very special and important place in your life?

Yes, it is difficult but I seriously need to stop getting all melted and I need to know the reality that it is impossible and it is just an infatuation after all.

Well, I guess I fail in making my heart move on. it seriously sucks!
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