August is coming to an end, it means my special day is drawing nearer...

When people ask what I wanna do and get on my special day, all I want is to just spend it well with people that I love.

Beneath all, I hope you remember my special day because if you do remember it means that I do meant something to you.

Keeping my faith and finger cross that you would remember.
12:28 AM

Dear you,
I don't know why am I so afraid of losing you when i can't even call you mine.

Whatever it is, all i want to tell you is that tomorrow scares me sometimes because what if suddenly you change and we became worst than strangers in a blink?
1:54 AM

" Separation always bound to happen, it just a matter of time. It's either you walk away or you are left behind. " - Julaiha. 

I had just submitted my resignation letter on Saturday and I'm still very sad over the fact that I'm leaving that  place. I had my bitter sweet memories there and I had met with a lot of awesome people; the kids, my fellow colleagues and the parents as well. 

I'm sad that I did not get to have say my proper farewell to my kids. I seriously know that I will miss each of them. I did not even get to kiss goodbye to my favourite babies. 




I will miss these kids very much. They held a very special place in my heart. I had really loved them very much. 
Whatever happens, I hope and wish that my babies would be all well. 
*really holding back my tears* 

I believe God had his plans for me. Separation is a part and parcel of life. 
9:21 PM